and this is jumbled up because i'm jumping from thought to thought but nevermind.
it hasnt really sunken in that i'm twenty yet
i know, i know
age is just a number
but i guess it still means something even if it's something entirely superficial.
i'm not sure if i'm supposed to get over bubbles and playdoh
but i know turning twenty aint going to make me do that.
i feel busy already and school hasnt really even started.
i feel like the weather is throwing me off my momentum
and making me not quite look forward to school
i guess there's this general sense of discomfort somehow
and okay i guess it's not the weather, i just dont feel like i fit in
and it makes me feel like i'm doing something wrong,
only i'm not
and i think this is just my imagination
or me thinking too much.
i mean, school hasnt realllyyy started properly yet anyways.
i'm going to get busier soon when school starts
and then i'm going to be too busy to start thinking too much
and that will be good for me.
apart from all the heavy stuff
the wanton mee and naan in can11 is not bad
and limwoan and i got a fridge in our room! (finally)
i am going to put in icecream and chocolate and sweets
and all manner of things that would normally melt out of a fridge,
just because i can.
i cant really think of what now,
but already there's all's well starfruit juice and ceres juice
and a bar of cadbury chocolate.
i also have a really bad cough that makes my head hurt when i cough
and i havent eaten dinner today
i need to plan what to say before going back to sr on friday
and in my head i'm like damnnn it's already thursday tomorrow.
suddenly it feels like time is flying
and i want it to slow down.
this is ironic because
earlier in the month it was going damn slowly
whatever the case i still want to fast forward to when i get to travel with you.
Monday, January 24, 2011
today i dont feel like doing anything.
it feels bad,
it feels like i havent gotten control of what i want to do with my life,
and that's bad to me.
it's weird how it would seem that the only person holding myself back,
is me.
but at the same time i'm gonna wait till i feel i'm ready
and i dont really feel like i'm ready now
so i'm in hall all over again
and this sem feels less awesome than the last already.
though i havent stepped out of hall.
this cough that i have is insanely annoying
plus i cant get the phlegm out, so it sucks.
i sound like a man.
rules need to be there, they need to be enforced and all that shit
but sometimes i think some rules are stupid.
at the end of the day we cant do away with them because there are rules which work.
so yeah that's the trouble with it i guess.
and privacy.
i absolutely hate the idea of my hall door being able to be opened with a key card.
it means that there's a master key card that can open any door, whenever.
even with the hatch there, it's still annoying.
and i'm sleeping at 9am and i got woken up by maintenance,
rudely bursting in on my door.
it's too much la.
and there arent any rules to protect people's privacy from being breached.
it's the same as how there arent any rules to put super obsessed stalkers behind bars.
so what if they didnt physically touch or assault the person
i would think the trauma from being followed everywhere and anywhere and being emotionally harassed by another person is worse.
it's a you-cant-escape-this feeling.
and yet the stalkers never get put behind bars.
for all the fairness there is that rules bring about,
there's still a ton of neglected unfairness
Saturday, January 22, 2011
now.
first i was looking forward to that, then it might not happen.
then i was looking forward to that, and that might not happen too.
now i'm not looking forward to anything.
apart from tonight. and the cake.
yeah i wish. i think i'm past this. now there's sooo much more
so it turns out i have hives on my legs (yeah just my legs)
and a couple of bug bites on my body.
this is not funny and not fun.
awesome way to kick off being 20 i guess.
apart from that,
it's a sucky saturday so far.
it's very unsettling for me
when things i plan to do dont come through
like my plans end up being changed.
i guess this is why sometimes it's better not to have any plans at all.
dinner tonight will make today less sucky.
and then i will be happy
this gif is awesome on so many levels. when i get back to school. i will have a gif-a-day project and it will be nice
i need to do more of this kinda thing
words that i associate with this photo: warmth secret safe shelter
this is back to front chronologically this is awesome
all the shots were taken by wall during his trip to burma (evidently)
using hipstamatic on his iphone4
(you can be an ambassador for such epic utilisation of the app seriously)
these are just a select few though,
more on his fb page
you know i wasnt there
but seeing these
makes me feel for a moment that i really was
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
today is the day. in fifteen mins you'll be on the plane and then in three hours you'll be right back here with me.
): ---> (:
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
if i could
i would make as many people happy as i could. i would do whatever it takes. buy them something that i know they secretly want. or do something random that i know would make their day. if they're having a bad day, i'd paint a rainbow to be the first thing they see when they look out the window. if they're hungry, i'll get them whatever on earth they feel like eating. and if they even came close to crying i'd make sure they stopped. if i could, i really think i would trade my happiness for all the world's sadness. i really think i would.
people's sadness and unhappiness are the root of all the problems we see today.
so it's 11pm on tuesday
and i'm pretty much still as insanely happy as i was earlier today because
(everyone who reads my blog knows by now i bet)
wall's coming back
(woohoo)
apart from that i'm gonna be really random after a brief section on what happened todayyyy
went back to hall to dump some stuff so that i dont have to lug more stuff over when i go back on my birthday.
thennn took a train to sgh to visit pohpoh
thennn had dinner with mummy and daddy at song fa bak kut teh.
oh yeah, and i just realised i didnt blog anything about results.
so here goes-
nothing fantastic, mostly Bs and one A.
pretty pleased with the A, though i would have wanted one more but oh well
grades arent everything and they definitely dont define a person
i'm pretty much sick of all those people who fret about results on facebook
and then end up getting >4.5 for their gpa.
you are too much i tell you.
okay apart from thattt
it's my sixth last day being a "teen"
i'm not really sure what that means,
other than just the physical label of
nineteen--->twenty
i pretty much feel the same,
i mean, you never really feel a year older when it's your birthday
it's more like a thing that just happens anyways.
i feel older (and perhaps even wiser) now and then when i reach some form of enlightenment
or when i grow to accept some things that i struggled with before when i was younger.
but thinking about it,
i was only younger because it was then,
and this is now
it's kinda complicated because age is just a number
but at the same time it means something
(okay i think i'm going around in circles with this)
what i mean is,
i'm turning twenty
but it doesnt mean i'm older just because it's my birthday.
most of the time i do feel older than i am
though i still reminisce about childhood stuff
like balloons and playdoh and horses and ponies and toys and stickers
and i'm going to make damn sure i never lose that part of me that loves being a kid
(:
sooo yeah (:
i was gonna do a photo postttt
but i cant seem to find photos of anything i really like so yeah
alsoooo
it's been so cold at nighttt
but i guess it's going to get warmer soon.
(:
So I'm in a cab otw to hall to drop off some stuff so that when I go back on Sunday -which happens to be my birthday- I won't have to lug a ton of stuff.
Hall's like my second home. In ways it's where my heart is and i don't have to share with my sister so it's all good. Just by that criteria hurr.
I just passed Wallace Way, otw to the PIE. Speaking of which :);):) Wall will be back tomorrow evening! Which readily makes me insanely happy. I'm exuding happiness right now. Plus I'm on the sunny side of the cab which makes me happy cos the faster my hair dries, the faster I can wear the garland :)
Traffic's kinda heavy for some reason and typing is starting to give me a headache. I'll picture post when I'm home tonight :)
Today's a happyhappy day. Eventhough all I did was pack, have lunch, shower and watch one episode of britain's next top model.
-big smile-
Monday, January 17, 2011
i think one weakness that i have is that i feel bad even if its not really my bad.
this one boy.
i love and i'll love
for always
i used to worry alot about who i'd be when i grew up.
like how much money i'd make or if some day i'd become some big deal.
sometimes the thing you most want, doesnt happen and sometime the thing you never expect to happen, does. i dont know,
you meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you.
and then you meet one person and your life is changed forever.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
last night was shitty because the fever was baccck and i felt so groggyyyy
cos of cramps and all zzz.
couldnt send su off in the morning :/
but i still had to go for mass.
then there was art stage which was amazing.
it was a huge space filled with works man.
mostly contemporary works
which arent really my cup of tea.
i still think there's too much of aesthetics in those compared to concept based kind of work.
even then,
some of the works were amazing.
there were some insane pen sketches that got me totally in awe.
and then donna ong's installation was insanely beautiful.
i soaked up every bit of what she was trying to say with the piece.
it was freaking amazing
and if i could buy it, you know i would have.
okaaaay tons of foc publicity flooding in now
time to work! (:
TWO MORE DAYS
Saturday, January 15, 2011
i dont have to leave anymore
what i have is right here
i am yours now,
so now i dont ever have to leave
(this is a gush about wall post lol)
okay so i think i am in an insanely good mood today.
i'm so happy
i feel like i'm emanating rainbows and breathing out glitter
i cant pinpoint exactly why i'm this happy when you're still far away
but i think it has smth to do with you being back reallyreally soon
that, and
the fact that i've got you and you are really awesome
and it's been nearly six months but i still gush over you like it was last week
i look at you and you look at me and we smile like we havent seen each other in weeks
(this is going to be exactly true in a few days)
and you hold me like i've never been held before
and i feel so comfortable in your embrace
it's amazing
and beautiful
and overwhelming
you're all i've ever needed.
and you're all i'll ever need.
love you
∞
a: dont you ever mention us and break up in the same sentence.
b: curiously
a: yeah?
b: if you look at us, we'll never break up
today i woke up and collected tix for Art Stage from Miss Kwa,
then had lunch with the clique at dtf
Just before one i was surprised on fb chat by the awesomeboyyy
Made me really happy of course (:
we talked for like 2 plus hours (yay)
which made me insanely happyyyy
and i'm going to be mad happy the next few days because it's just four days till he's backkkk
-big smile going on over here-
and then mummy got me the flower garland from Diva (:
so now lw, fuzzy and i have it (:
it's fairy and mad awesome
and yay.
okay i'm mostly happy because it's just four more days yay.
i cant waitttt.
(:
Friday, January 14, 2011
tooks this photo of the awesome magnet set that i got yesterday
caught the boy for slightly less than an hour online for a bit in mandalay
made my day just like that
the internet's pretty unstable there though
so just like that he's offline without saying bye
sighhh
so just like that i miss you all over again.
oh and also the past few days have been pms at work.
heh
the phrase for the night would appear to be just like that.
tmr there's lunch with the clique
and then at night there's nothing much
and i have barely anything to look forward to except the general passing of time
because then next wednesday will come sooner
and that is, in all honesty, all that i am looking forward to now.
so anyways it's saturday sunday monday tuesday then wednesday.
it sounds really soon so i'm really looking forward to it.
and there's internet in yangon so mon and tues wont be so bad.
i cant fucking wait
managed to talk to wall this morning for a bit (:
it's awesome waking up to you
even if it's you on fb chat
it's still better than nothing
and yay it's five more days i cant wait till you're back
Thursday, January 13, 2011
today
i read about radical honesty.
where you're brutally honest and you tell people in their face how you really feel.
clearly our society isnt ready for this.
people arent ready to face what others have to say for so many different reasons.
so they coat everything with niceness and a layer of untruth.
and society has made up this whole standard that has a whole set of actions.
if you do this this or this, you're out of line, so dont do this.
we have to be nice.
why?
because it's nice to be nice.
and i guess the consequences of being nice are better.
but think about it- radical honesty.
and some days i get so sick of this.
some days i just want to tell you if i think you're a full time airhead and that i dont think you ought to be where you are or if you're selfish or if life is unfair but we just have to deal with it or if you deserve better or if you are awful or whatever, without looking out of line.
some days i just think that there's so much in this world there is to fix that i dont know where to start (and dont tell me, myself)
i just feel so messed up
now i can say whatever i want
okay so i havent eaten properly in awhile.
like i barely ate the past few days
but i honestly just dont feel like,
i'm not hungry
nothing seems worth the travelling to get food etc.
and i'm sick
(yeah i know, i'm asking for it)
my throat hurts bad from the crab on monday
and i havent been drinking enough water so it hasnt gotten better
and it's gotten worst
cos now it hurts when i swallow :/
in any case.
today was nice catching up with nad
followed by some light shopping
and then i came home to two episodes of csi.
now i'm feeling pretty empty and crappy
like i've been filling up my holidays to make it less apparent that you're mia
though it's not like that
it just feels like it.
and i'm just very lethargic.
there's stuff that i planned to do and that i want to do and that i still want to do.
and you're not the sole motivation
i just dont feel like doing any of it
because i dont feel like myself
i dont feel happy
and even if i am happy it's only for awhile and not like how i am when you're here
and i dont like how it's like this when you're gone.
but i'm sure as ever grateful for how it is when you're around
and i wouldnt trade you for anyone.
so i'm watching america's next top model
trying to get my mind off thinking about the dude
whom i havent heard from in quite a few days
so yeahhh
i'm kinda worried but i guess i'll get by on distraction.
and i dont wannt get gastric but i really dont feel like eating.
i dont really have much else to blog about.
i think imma do some drawing and painting today.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
damn gorgeous.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
i want to be a photojournalist.
tonight i feel it more than ever.
there's so many things i want to do
and all these stupid trivialities like money
are holding me back.
and my parents are holding me back from travelling.
i cant wait till i'm 21.
i'm going to save up and save up and save up.
so that next time,
i'll be the one travelling.
i will go here and there and here and there
and i will bring stickers by the dozens
and give away my ponies.
yes, i will.
nothing worthwhile ever comes easily in life.
hi i know i am two weeks late because i havent blogged about christmas last year :O
i cant really remember details and i'm lazy to think
and i have no mood to blog about this now that it's january and i'm alone hurr.
in any case.
christmas was awesome as it always is,
even with exams screwing it up partially pfft.
2010 was a good ride that got better in the second half of the year.
and i must say i am stoked for how much better 2011 can possibly be.
and this dreary weather
it feels so much more dreary
because you're far away
i wish i had a bathtub at home.
because then i would soak in it with lightsticks and flowers floating in the water
and pretend it's a swimming pool.
and i would soak in it till my fingers get pruny
and until you came back.
fuckyeahjustonemoreweek
so i go to sleep at one am
and i wake up at ten am
and then i go to sleep at ten o five
and then i wake at one thirty pm.
and i dont feel like doing anything.
i have a stupid sore throat and it hurts when i swallow.
i want to dye my tips but i'm too lazy to get my ass down to the salon
and too scared that it will take one million years to bleach my tips
and then that they will get the colour wrong and i will end up wasting money anyways.
sigh.
maybe i should just go get it done instead of thinking too much.
see how tmr i guess.
among other thoughts
i hope you're safe and i want you back here where you'll be safe.
i think i would rather have exams with you around for one week
then no exams with you not around for three weeks
Monday, January 10, 2011
some random things from today and my thoughts
i spent more than two hours walking around aimlessly today because i was bored
i wanna get the play doh icecream maker set badlyyy, just for fun and cheap thrill
i also wanna get an fe2 or fm2 soonish
i want to dye my hair tips teal but i dont wanna look badass
i've a cough from finishing an entire pack of sour power strips and it is damn annoying
tmr when i wake up it will be 8 days till you're back
i miss you like whoa but it didnt feel like much today
i think i'm getting used to this
hi i really need this
i will make you play doh ice cream with it
and i will make it free of charge
i find it funny how i'm counting but hellyeah i cant wait for you to get back.
it's just nine more days ! (:
in any case,
o level results day is tmr....
hope my sister does well in all honesty.
(:
tonight i'm going to sleep happy cos it's nine more days and not like,
sian cos i miss you.
(:
Sunday, January 09, 2011
today was a quiet mix of
rib eye steak and birthday cake
circus animal stamps and black rub on lettering
this awesome blanket and the cold breeze
and an unexpected fb chat conversation with the boyf
life is good.
i am looking forward to uncle peter's 50th birthday thing tmr
plus bras basah complex.
and that means, hello cat socrates.
it's also
hello ten more days
please fly by.
i hate to feel this lost.
as hard as i try, i have to admit it isnt easy. i'm not going to cover it up and say that this is fine. i mean i can take it but i'd rather if i didnt have to.
i want to sleep and wake up on the 19th. i want to stay at home and curl up and do nothing but draw and tumblr and take photos to send to you and read up on photojourn and immerse myself in every comfort.
i want to walk around the house with this blanket and sit on the couch and read the papers and drink milo from the packet, with a bowl of salt and vinegar chips.
i want to just do nothing and everything
i've been waking up late
bathing with the intention of going out after that, only to not feel like.
making plans only to feel like staying in because i havent the slightest mood.
i seem to be only letting those closest in because i dont want anyone else to see this weakness
it's been eleven days already and i do this and that and this and that
only to realise that i'm only trying to make it seem like you're here.
tomorrow it'll be ten more days.
that's a week and three days
and it sounds soon
please make it soon.
i need these stamps!
Saturday, January 08, 2011
it's been nearly half a year and i am as convinced as ever-
you me infinity
a few years from now we'll be doing what we want living where we want waking up next to each other every day and going to bed next to each other every night.
and we will be fucking happy.
for always
i really want to dye my tips.
i am loving marc johns' work. credits to mark johns for the third pict
i try not to expect too much
because i dont want to get disappointed
expectations--->disappointment
you've consistently been making my day.
i love you.
cos real love is hard love.
today started off on a very
i miss you like crazy tone.
woke up at 1ish and watched canada's next top model followed by how i met your mother
followed by a very i miss you like crazy fb chat conversation.
i've never liked distance, and i am really counting down to when we get to live together.
i wont get sick of you, for sure.
we're soulmates, i'm convinced.
and we're psychicccc.
and there's a ton of things i like about you and us.
oh and i really cant wait till we get to travel together.
good things come to those who wait.
and i know when this comes it will be EPIC
when you get back we are going to hug like we havent seen each other in three weeks
because we really havent seen each other in three weeks
and we are going to hang out because we only have a few days before school starts
(and even fewer now pffft) (okay i will not start getting bummed again)
spent the evening at nex at serangoon.
dinner was at this hk food place which was pretty good.
after that i just walked around and around the place
till there was nothing else to see.
i managed to get an organiser for 2011
though i had to break my fifty
now it's 10:51 in myanmar
and i hope the boy comes online soonish.
among other thoughts,
imma spend tmr in town looking for christmas presents
(i am late like that)
and then i'm going to make sure that i make plans for next week so that i dont end up bumming at home
and missing you sporadically.
another 11 days till you're back
that feels really soon
(though it feels like ages when i miss you)
and every morning i wake up with the enthusiasm
of you coming back that very evening
only you dont-
but you come online
so that's okay.
Friday, January 07, 2011
sometimes when i try to be strong i dont realise that i'm really just killing myself. and it's not easy.
but what else is there to do.
i already decided that this is the best thing to do
so i just have to suck it in and accept it i guess.
accept this suck-ass horrible feeling
and we'll stop stop stop the world from moving, stop stop stop the clouds from turning.
soooo it's 3pm and i'm still stuck at home watching himym.
(makes me miss watching himym with you from like 3-6am)
i'm kinda waiting for the boy to come online,
it's supposed to be noon so i dont know what's going on cos it's 1 plus there already :/
i'm gonna wait till this episode finishes then i'm gonna shower and head to nexxx to look for an organiser.
meanwhile i think i like the xx more than crystal castles.
but it's more like a fight between intro and black panther.
tough one there.
and okay yay he's hereee.
also i think it's about time that i get started on some personal projects that i've been wanting to do.
i need an organiser to organise all of this.
there's so much i want to do.
i want to draw, write, shoot, experiment with some stuff.
i just need to get started.
i just need the right inspiration and a push.
i havent gotten there yet
but i really want to get there.
and i really want to start.
i need to stop procrastinating.
foc handover was pretty awesome
in that now i'm so much more stoked for foc
esp all the pre camp stuff that i'll be involved in
and i'm also starting to feel pressure
but i generally like this kind of stress so it's all good
and yeah, i'm stoked (:
anyways i just got home awhile ago
and travelling there and back kind of tired me out.
i think tmr i'm just going to go to nex and sit at starbucks with my laptop so i can access fb around noon.
or if i wake up late
(which i prolly will)
i'll just use my laptop at home and then just pop by next in the late afternoon to see if i can find an organiser,
because i really need one!
i dont like the iphone calendar zzz.
okay i'm going to tumblr for a bit
and then it's time to sleeeep.
(: it's friday already ! just one more friday to go and wall's back.
speaking of which.
i'm kinda bummed that
school commitments are gonna take up most of the time when he's back ):
cos there's the carwash on the weekend before school.
and then there's my birthday too
so technically we only have one day out of the whole damn holidays before school starts.
i'm really bummed.
sigh.
Thursday, January 06, 2011
started out the morning when an episode of ANTM
and then canada's next top model and then himym.
and of course an awesome fb chat with wall
and we managed to get on skype for five mins !
cos the connection is major weak there.
but yay.
happyyyyy.
(:
(: i'm one damn lucky girl to have himmm.
and i think we both established that we're both lucky and damn glad to have each other, so yay.
(:
it's all awesome really. (:
i have never been happier.
and i know this is turning into a yay i'm with wallace conversation,
so imma turn it around a bit (: haha.
there's the foc handover later at 7 at weng's place and now i think it's about time that i shower and get out and leave because i have to go pickup curry from my grandparents place and deliver it home zzz.
i shall resist going to ikea to look at frames.
i am still very much running on i-just-talk-to-wall-eventhough-he's-in-myanmar happiness.
and this should really last me the whole of today until we talk again tmr when he reaches mandalay.
happiness.
in less than two weeks he'll be backkk (:
okay time to bathe and go pick up the curryyy.
oh and butter last night was alright
but i did not appreciate the few random guys who tried to make a move on us girls.
seriously.
zzz.
okaaaayyyy shower's calling.
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
everything's better.
girlsnightoutwoohoo
today's just one of those fucked up days when it feels like everything's against me.
this is pretty much how i feel right now.
i know its hyperbolic in many ways
and it shows all my weaknesses and flaws and all that shit.
but just dont think too much about them. i need to get this out.
i havent felt this way in awhile.
there's so much shit in the world.
there's unfairness and standards and norms.
and all this you-just-have-to-do-it nonsense.
today's one of those days that i feel like i'm not living for myself.
i'm living for you and you and you and you and you -going here there everywhere running errands which you can jollywell do yourself.
today's one of those days i want to do my own thing.
i want to wake up when i want to
i want to leave my bed how i want to
i want to fucking eat whatever i fucking want
i want to go wherever i want
and do whatever i want
and dont say i cant because i have no money.
i want to do whatever it takes to get whatever i need to do whatever i want
i have so much to say my head is a mess this is gonna be one hell of a messy post but whatever.
it's one of the days i just want to go somewhere.
i just want to go somewhere.
and i dont mean like orchard road or the beach or the library or some other physical place.
i want to get somewhere.
where i'm satisfied with myself.
where i'm satisfied with what i've done
and what i've achieved in life.
today's one of those days i wonder if i'll ever get somewhere.
and then when i'm there,
i have to ask myself all over again whether that's where i want to be.
today's one of those days i feel like i'm never enough,
no matter how hard i try to make things happy for others.
today's one of those days i ask myself why you had to go despite knowing the answer.
it's just a wasted feeling this. it's almost regret but not quite.
today's one of those days where i want things to get better that it makes me think that everything's fucked up when they actually arent.
it's like i want the one thing that isnt messed up to get better too,
when there's nothing wrong.
this is prolly the easiest thing to get over.
sometimes i wonder whether it's just me wanting to be so much more
and it kills me
either way
it makes me feel indequate on so many levels i cant even begin.
it makes me cry.
it makes me feel like i dont know what's going on
like fuck how did it get to this,
everything's fine, but no.
there's so much shit in the world.
and sometimes i just ask myself whether i'm contributing to all this shit,
or helping to make it less.
i want so much to make things better.
and there's so many things to do.
why havent i done those things?
today's one of those days where i question myself to guilt
and i feel very crappy.
i want you
i want all of you
forever
you and me
everyday
Monday, January 03, 2011
and with you
my heart doesnt feel fragile anymore.
it feels snug and comfy
and it feels perfect
it feels like it cant get better than this.
and then you know what,
it does.
also i am going to be 20 in 20 days.
this is how i feel
so i'm reading my posts back from august
and i'm still as happyyy
which is a good thing.
there're some emo spells but they're mostly moodswing induced i suspect.
today imma be at wisma starbucks like the whole day ish?
cos i'm heading there earlier and then there's the meeting at 2.
i'm charging up the lappie till 100% in case i cant get power
then imma head on over.
meanwhileee i'm waiting for the boy to get onlineee.
and maybe i should decide what to wear
because i take ages to decide when i have to carry a bagpack
and today, i do.
i cant believe it
i didnt blog about christmas and i JUST realised it. i will blog tmr night or smth because it's nearly two i need to sleep and heh i am on tumblr.
totally
a falling star fell your heart
and landed in my eyes.
today was a good sunday.
good in the sense that i'm not that tired out.
started off with mass (as usual)
and then new year's lunch at fish & co at Ion
I had the Ebiko king prawn,
which was pretty damn good.
definitely gonna eat that whenever we go back.
the prawn meat's almost like lobster texture,
though smaller.
damn good.
then they wanted to go to borders,
but i didnt go because i didnt wanna be tempted into getting more notebooks
(i already have the new moleskine sketch book which i am preserving for the besttt sketches)
and i have a ton of notebooks which are half-filled
(according to my mum the sale is insane so i'm gonna check it out tmr prolly. hurrr)
so
i headed to Accessorize, Bershka, Pull & Bear and Zara.
didnt see anything nice at Accessorize or Pull & Bear.
Bershka had a knit with a horse head on it though,
and it was in cream+camel colour.
so quite nice.
just that the horse head was a bit weirddd and it wasnt really worth it for a sale piece.
so yeah.
then at zara there was a rabbit print cropped top.
it was M though,
but in blue with the rabbits in creme.
pretty sweet
and the cut was awesome.
but agaaain.
i decided not to get it.
then i met the family and we were headed to kino.
we passed the topshop in isetan
and i decided to pop by to see if they had my fur headbanddd
aaand they did!
PLUS
it was for $19 instead of $33
and on top of that there was an additional 15% off !
so i got it for $16
it was a steal!
and damn epic.
some woman said it was trendy when i was wearing it,
i dont like the word trendy.
makes it sound so "now-ish"
and not so much me ish.
but then again she wouldnt know me.
so yeah.
my mum laughed at me with it on and my sis said it's ugly
lol.
i tend to like weird stuff though?
and like it looks nice as long as i like it in my opinion
HAHA lame i know but who cares.
so i got the fur headband (yayyyy)
then kino
i couldnt find any nice books at kino cos i wanna get an awesome photojourn inspiring book
but i couldnt find one yet
and it was kinda crowded so i leftttt
i got letter labels though for the scrapbook.
then we left from grandma's place,
but not before popping by popular (hehe)
i got label refills for the label maker and thinner double sided tape
(cheap thrill)
i have maxed out my benefit-from-the-20%-off -storewide potential hurr.
said goodbye to rachelle and aunty corinne who are now otw back to houston.
i also managed to catch wall online at 1130 ish
making me insanely happy cos i thought he'd be at inle lake
and would have trouble getting internet access
turns out he's only leaving for the lake tmr
so yay i get to catch the boy online tmr in the late morning and afternoon as well (:
i am very happyyyy.
it's amazing how the simplest of things make me happy with you.
(:
okaaay imma end the night by using the new sticker labels on some photossss.
anddd perhaps choose some photos to draw when i'm bored tomorrow.
also i should bring out frankie tmr because i havent read this month's issue yet.
aaaand perhaps play with some of my new apps.
i know this makes me sound like a total girly girl but i got this app today
that lets you create unicorns.
like you can choose how the hair looks and the colour and all. (:
hehe.
okay yeahhhh some part of me's still a kid.
there're some awesome things about growing up and all
and no doubt i'm growing up and gaining maturity and all that talk
but i'm pretty sure i'm going to keep some childlike happiness in me.