if dreams were a single colour,
they'd be turquoise.


today was pretty sweet.
i realised my life this year has moved so fast !
so so sooo fast.
i need to slow down..
but at the same time,
i'm happy and used to this pace.
so i dont know :/


spent a long long time with andrew today (:
watching bags at the esplanade underpass for the SRJCians who participated in the nike human race.
then after two and a half hours of boring bag babysitting,
we went for dinner :D
the soup spoon!
yummy yummy (:


then we shopped around Raffles City (:
i'm gonna get my hearty heart black and white bag tmr yay :D
haha, and i'm generally not very high maintenance in terms of shopping with my boyfriend
but it made me happy :D
cos its sponsored by two different people-
not that i cant save up for it on my own (:
so anyways i cant wait yay !


and then there's art photoshoot again tmr :D
which is going to be fun-fun-fun!
on a very scary note,
it's three weeks till promos and i havent officially started studying :/
okay i am on a blog sub-hiatus.
i will onl blog after i get my bag (i.e. when i am a happy happy girl)
and when i have gone out to study alone (i.e. when i am a happier girl)
and when i have accomplished smth else which is significant and which makes me happy
:D

now its getting relatively late,
i gotta wake up by nine tmr so i'm going to bed :D


goodnight world :D

i just watched a walk to remember.


:'(


art photoshoot on vanity explains the photos that dont look like me, haha.
so the shoot was good.
need to get chionging for prep, crap.
and haha, jeremy's comment was the funniest HAHA.
anthony coudnt recognise me.
miss ong said andrew's lucky.
and nevin said i should look like that everyday, LOL.
its so un-me ish!
perhaps andrew was right when he suggested i get contacts (:
HAHA.


teacher's day was good :D
it's over
*sigh of relief


going out to study and relax (i.e. take a deserved break)
i am happy (:


thank you 21st for your commitment (:
love,
your mum.
HAHA.

ps. photo post SOON

this weekend has been fun,
though it hasnt given me any extra sleep -
seeing as how i had the acm trip on saturday,
and then choir at ten today!


the time spent today was good.
even though i was kinda in a no-mood kinda mood (the irony)
now i am going to sleep, but not before saying goodnight (:


have a good week ahead (:


HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY VIBS!
-hugssssssss!
i miss you loads.


this weekend's going to be real busy one ):
but i guess i should be happy cos i dont have that much hw :D
cos i'm pretty done (:
needa get studying.
there's the trip to the museum today with the vietnam peeps (:
might do some shopping on my own before that (:


i am in a totally un-grumpy mood today (:

and oh,
it doesnt help that i am still hungry cos i had so little for dinner
and that i have an ulcer so it hurts.
and i feel like crap.
i really just want to lie on his shoulder at the park but i cant so yea.


its like a

too bad, deal with it.

right in my face.




i.dont.like.


good or bad.


At the present moment
i am irritated
and frustrated.
because i cannot think of a concrete idea for the photography module,
and i need it tmr.
and art cannot be rushed, theoretically speaking so like idk la.


thank you andrew for tolerating my b*tchy-ness when i'm whiny and frustrated.


on top of that,
i have yet to do the gp summary.


and for econs,
i barely read through the stuff.
cos when i read,
its like i know it already.
and so i dont know if what i'm doing now is good or bad.


i am also unhappy because i've reached the 5o mark.
and i know i'm being complainy so dont read it if you're allergic
but my allowance,
which is specially for my own spending,
is somehow disappearing.
which is so irritating.
its like, the only way i can balance my commitments out,
is by,
i guess (yes i know consumerism, mass media and the like but rght now i dont really care much)
shopping.


and like i cant shop for free right.
and so the point is that it irks me that the money i'm supposed to have for shopping,
is instead spent on stationery and cabs.
and i need to stop my bad habit of exceeding the time i'm supposed to be out,
then cabbing home,
cos it blows my shopping money ):


and i am also annoyed because of my voice.
i have had gastric,
then a cold- which has been on going for like, forever,
and now my throat's all pain and my voice is like hoarse.
and i've been sick for a long time.
not to mention my shin which has been giving me problems.
yes,
i am tired.
no,
i am not stressed.


i just need to get my purpose back.


good night
sorry for the intense ranting.
i suspect i am
i. moodswinging
ii. tired
iii. extremely frustrated.
iv. TIRED.

extraordinary.


today was alright (:


art was gooood !
photography looks hard,
but its a good challenge (:
here starts the prep sketches all over again ! ):


random updates.
1. Swollen shin!
2. Ice cream (:
3. Iced it.
4. Andrew was being sweeeeeeeet
5. You need to take what you said back!
6. Photo taking was awesome
7. Home for dinner
8. No homework
9. I havent started studying! and shit, i need to.
10. I LOVE YOU.




now
i
feel
some
sort
of
tired.

going out early to do half of my pilot project with sarah (:
we needa do some taste test thing for our class Economics Alive too.
soooo,
i dont know what i'm gonna do first :/
i havent got much else hw,
cos i practically finished all of it on thurs,
when i didnt have a single tutorial or lecture the whole day cos of the vietnam visitors who took away my first two periods,
then cikgu didnt come so yea :D
did alot of work.
i pretty much like hydrology,
its more fun than weathering!


(:
council ended around six forty (:
so i got to watch half a match of soccer (:


then joined the guys for dinner as usual..
yea (:
anyways,
i really should be heading off to sarah's place now !
lol.


and choir's early today!
(:
okay i better get to bathing.
or else i'll never be outta the house :p


have an awesome weekend :D



do you ever wonder if the you in someone else's emo message,
was YOU.










this balloon is sooooo cute. omg, :D

this reminds me that i still have to go back to ijtp to collec my prep :/

i think she has nice nice eyes.

this little girl is toooo cute ! (: (like you haha)

bubbly and carefree. hmmmmmm.

this reminds me of catch up dates with germaineeee!

this reminds me of tingyi and sarah.

and Aladdin :P

okay i think that was really random,

i'm off to shower :D

so the student forum today went well, in my opinion (:
the part i liked best was the hand raising for the cleaner toilets thing..


i stayed back with sarah and managed to do a drq qn (:
we also managed to sort PW out, yay.
and i just ironed out details regarding the JC1 forum (:
which leaves me with..............................



FREE TIME.
this makes me happy.
happy happy.


since i'm free and i havent blogged randomly and retarded in quite awhile-
i shall post some random happy pictures (:

i am in a really good mood.

(:
i cant believe i'm still awake.

i'm home (:


i went out today and was supposed to get a red tshirt.
but then i realised that i would prolly end up wearing it only like once of twice a year, when the occasion called for red.
sooo.
i came to the conclusion that it would be more feasible if i got another new top that i liked instead :D
cos i'd use that more. haha.


pull and bear has awesome stuff now really !
but tasha and tab were practically forcing me out of the shop tsk.
bad shoppers !
we ended up at coffeebean instead.
tab tried the lychee ice blended, and it's awesome!
(:


then tasha had to go,
and tab and i headed to pull and bear again :D
haha,
i wasnt going to buy anything la !
just window shop,
so that i'd have something to save up for and look forward to getting !!
it's motivation to save money and eat less that way,
LOL.


so anyways(i know i'm back to the bad habit of ranting but nvm !)
i tried on a nicenice top that i wanted :D
haha, gotta start saving :D
though andrew and i're gonna go shopping tgh (soon i hope!)
and he said he'd pick stuff for me then :D
i cant wait..


went for dinner after mass at grandma's.
and andrew was being totally SWEET all the way.
sighs :D


okay i'm off to bed and he's gonna call (:
nights !

happy national day (:


i did my elearning for geog and econs and halfway for maths so i'm kinda happy cos its almost done, yayyyy :D
only have gp left :)
and not sure if there's anything for art.
though i have to go back to school on monday from ten to one ):
i still have the weekend to break !
wit no written hw :D
things are looking happy.


boyfriend is sick though ):
take care and get well soon please (:


hope to get to catch up with germaine this weekend :D

aaand natasha's leaving today so i'm going out today,
though i'm pretty much broke.
haha.


and i just realised that my ipod's still with andrew, lol.
reached home late ytd after the awesome thanksgiving concert :D
feel asleep straightaway, with my watch still on,
and my phone and specs somewhere in the middle of my bed, heh !


haha.
managed to finish my sculpture yay !
:D
i'll upload photos soon :D
i like the starbucks logo very much !
my gastric is also very much better :D
coffee again please?


this is random-
SARAH !
lights will guuuuuuide you home :D


i have to wear red for choir today !!! :/
that means shopping for a red top? :D
going out to town now (:
blog again tonight perhaps :)
have an awesome day, singapore :D


and get well soon love :*















if there's one thing i have to say,
things've changed so much!
(:
i asked myself how i could keep smiling,
when i knew i wasnt going to stay.
and everytime i feel like giving up, or dying,
i know i wont.
because i made it past my biggest obstacle,
and from there,
everything's gonna be fine.
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.
storms make trees take deeper roots.


i'm on MC today,
super gastric, heh.
three types of super yucky medicine, heh.
i shall go play on photoshop.


i needa get a red tshirt ! :/
cos i dont have one for national day!


aaand there's PW hw to do later ):
( for the record i really dont like pw.)
(:
and that's all for now (:

please let tomorrow be okay.

and tuesday too.

and the rest of the week.

the rest of the week that's going to be very, very busy.

pictures from today;
happy national day-
in advance.
(yay for red&white balloons :D)










choose what makes you happy (:
cos honestly, that's what matters.
Afterall, being happy doesnt mean that everything is perfect, it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections (:
and that, that's the beauty of happiness.

the weekend is here,
but it's no break.
have to wake up at 0530 tmr.
and 0700 on sunday.


and there's econs test on tuesday.
not to mention the mountain of hw.
and choir too.


awesome.


song of the week.

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