eventhough mid years are over, it doesnt really feel like it. for some weird reason.
anyways it was good meeting chris today (: feels like ages...
apart from that, i couldnt find anything i liked today. (cept perhaps that grey top from p&b) which is really weird ): idk why. (maybe its cos i'm broke) sian.
apart from that, i had chendol (: which was good, despite the lame debate about which was the main thing in chendol.
and i was pretty quiet most of the time cos i guess i had nothing to say. which again, is weird. need to put more thought into this.
(: its a lazy sunday afternoon, also notably the first sunday where i can wear a dress, not carry books to church, and carry my handbag instead of a napsack, so yay (:
it is also the first sunday in quite awhile that we're going out to hang, not study. which is like, wow. HAHA. so now i am really hoping that wherever we head to wont be too crowded (: speaking of which, its half an hour more before i get to give chris a wake up call (: okay so i best get thinking where we ought to head to hurr. (this is what we suck at doing lol)
enjoy june (: even if it ant much of a break (:
Saturday, May 30, 2009
i am blogging alot now because i am that bored lol sad.
anyways! (: there's hsm2 on channel five, and now's the part where Gabriella breaks up with Troy. I'm not a heartbreaker, but there's smth i like about that scene.
(lol dont worry, you)
i am really really really very very very bored >:(
since chrispy is away at the sundown marathon helping out, i shall occupy myself with listing what i wanna do during the hols :D apart from the 70% of art during my hols.
1. Let him take me to that secret place lol. 2. Take neoprints tgh (HAHAHA, i like the drawing part of it.) 3. Go eat chendol at Food Republic 4. Go shopping with chrispy (Tampines1, Parkway, Vivo :D) 5. Meet up with Amanda 6. GO TO THE BEACH WITH YOU :D 7. Lose weight, or at least, not gain any 8. Waffles at Gelare (tuesday lol) 9. Tiedyezzzz with sarah 10. Baking day! 11. Sewing day! 12. Corpse bride watching day!
not forgetting homework, and all those extra random lessons in school ... anyways, school and impending A levels aside, i cant wait :D
so the bbq was great (: the chicken wings, otah and fish were awesome (: looks like i dont have to worry about ever being poisoned by chrispy. HAHA.
so anyways i'll let the pictures do the talking- basically, it was great spending time with the vietnams again (:
Thursday, May 28, 2009
anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.
okay shucks i majorly need to start studying intensively for art tmr. fish, its 11.20 :X lolllll okay kanchiong mode on.
You deserve a big present for studying so hard. (:
ah i still have one more paper, and its a h2 one. ah and i should be studying not online, but i think i feel pretty prepared already cos i have kinda been constantly reading the readings and stuff (: i just needa make notes for the recent artists that we learnt- freud, bacon, utomo, etc. tonight (: more productive at night. really.
and ah i really hope i score for midyears. if not its a possible indication that i am bad at managing time spent to my commitments. which is MAJORLY bad. because i dont want to have to compromise on any of them and of course since i'll be stepping down (aw) in july, you should know what commitments i am refering to... so i guess i am kinda scared cos i dont want to come to that realisation. but i guess since A's are impending, a wake up call isnt smth anyone should reject.
anyways i am wearing the new top which i bought from the guy's section at cotton on, LOL. and it feels good heh. it also helps that i am meeting chrispy later so yay.
(:
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
painting on non water colour paper, sucks ): looks like i am reduced to contour drawings and pen sketches. damn. looks like i'll have to settle for a water colour pad. and i'll need that water colour pad sooner :(
you are the reason that i breathe you are the reason that i still believe.
so today (:
met chrispy for lunch :D he called to wake me up at ten, (mr yew called at 8am and woke me to ask bout some friday thing which i cant go for cos of my art exam) but then i was so sleepy lol. so somehow HAHA, i ended up waking up at 1130 and chionging, cabbed to school :X HAHA, :D
so had a quick lunch (: then went to meet the girl to return her wallet (: she was so cute, wanted to give me $10 for returning it and stuff, of course i refused.
she's my sister's age. and somehow i think she made me feel older. and somehow subconsciously, returning the wallet to her made me think about how i am as an older sister. weird, but yeah.
and turns out, when i came home, my sister told me that she lost her wallet today. HAHA. well..... i didnt find her wallet lol.
anyways after that i met regina at novena starbucks :D coffee ! aaand SOVA (: for the record my art exam is for the Study of Visual Arts (SOVA) soooo, its not drawing and painting. its a three hour paper, with three essays to be written. we study artists, their style, technique, themes and yeah. haha so its not like we dont need to study for it (: just saying.
cos people generally tend to think that SOVA doesnt need studying... (when it does, cos we cover LOADS of artists, who are -as artists are- all unique.)
anyways so okay, studied haha. and then i just had to drop by Cotton On (they're having a sale ! :D lol.) and so i checked out the guy's section haha and got a tshirt with buttons for FIVE bucks. :D its nice and loose and dark blue. and loose is what i'm into now. :D so yea, happy only hahaha. (okay i am a bimbo like that but well !)
and this is really random but, you know how everything has opposites? like i dont mean the conventional tall-short, fat-skinny, big-small kind of opposites. i mean like, chilli sauce - ketchup skirts - pants dangling earrings - stud earrings
yea you get my drift- well :D for me its; exams - time with chris studying - shopping/painting
anddd i dropped by the library today to get books for watercolour painting (yes i am a watercolourprincess@hotmail.com lol.) and so i am gonna do some horses in water colour, and perhaps some faces. now i really really really need to get a watercolour sketch book instead of my normal acid-free one. okay so i need to go to art friend. and i need to get a decent watercolour book. the last time i checked they only had like watercolour pads. and i dont like those (yes i am fussy) cos the paper tears out easily and i dont want that because i suck at keeping separate sheets of paper without losing them. So yea... watercolour book, binded.
seems like i have a lot to blog about today. heh. must be the positive energy from shopping. okay before i leave to do some watercolour-
found this on thingsweforget.blogspot.com which is a really awesome blog go check it out. so anyways- LOVE SOMEONE TOO MUCH (: you're my someone :D
and and and like quite sometime ago i was watching MTV and i saw the MV for this song from SlumDog Millionaire. I still have yet to catch that movie but i really like this song its un-PussyCatDolls like but i think that's what makes it refreshing. (: listen- (oh and btw jai ho means victory to thee)
No there is nothing that can stop us Nothing can ever come ever between us.
today i felt like painting. so i did (: feels good painting. esp with watercolour haha.
with the two heavy h2s done, i'm left with art on friday. cant believe that i'm this close to the end of mid years :D
anyways the wallet i found, the amazing thing is that i managed to find the girl on facebook by searching her name and then sending her a message. the next thing you know- i'm meeting her tmr to pass her her wallet. thats just, amazing (: wonders of technology i guess (: so anyways i'm left with art, which i gotta ace (: i shall clear up my painting stuff now and sleep soon (:
nights (:
Sunday, May 24, 2009
today i am very tired.
just some less boring stuff which happened today
-choir camp is coming, yay! -bought and tested gatsby hair wax :D and got the green one :D hehe. (not for me of course) -put the patch on my pain knee and i dont think its working cos my knee still hurts -nothing else.
okay i think i'm getting boring or smth or maybe (i think this is mostly likely it) i am pmsing. nights!
i like this song.
to be with you.
haha i know when fon sees this she's gonna be like OMG !? aha. i got bored lol, and this thing is fun ever since they added the advanced colour function.
this is random- but i like this photo :D HAHA. oh and haha you can see when i didnt make my blog private, and when i do, quite obvious change in viewer traffic (: i think i made it private mid april (:
and i kinda like how in this photo we were like still strangers in terms of knowing each other well (: but i like it because i makes me realise how far we've come (: i love you so much.
okaaay so tmr i needa start doing geog intensively! A A A.
(:
Saturday, May 23, 2009
during the june hols the h2 art ppl have art on the - 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 6th, 11th+12th(art camp), 13th, 15th, 16th, 22nd. from 9-5.
so i am going to be busy, busier, busiest :/
(: Reflections X was pretty awesome (: Hairspray ! haha.
(: went over for the day :D haha, helped clear out hiss clothes cupboard- voluntarily ! lol. looks like i wont be THAT bad with housework one day (: i folded tons of clothes, and braved DUST. haha. made him try some clothes :D unbelievably cute! ^^
and i just found a nice tiedye tunic online (: and he's like yeah ! and its a tiedye ... we can always order it online :) so cute i tell you (:
HAHA okay enough about the cuteness cos i really could go on heh (:
todayyyy i am alone - not that that is a bad thing! i am going to do some geog ! must do well for the human geog paper too ! anddddd try to use econs drq to pull up my obviously sucky paper 2. anddddd i am deprived of reallife shopping- so i'm window shopping online :D
and since pink is my new colour, i shall search for some outrageously pink stuff (: to match the super pink shoes :D
and i am in an awesomely good mood today !
Later (:
Thursday, May 21, 2009
haha since 90210 season 2 airing date is TBA, csi seems to be the new show to watch. csi, csi miami or csi ny (: hopefully that boosts my thinking, somehow.
anyways! geog today was pretty good (: looks like its the most optimistic of all my papers so far. gotta keep it up for paper two- human geog, and make sure that i have enough time ! (:
and i have no paper tmr :D and on monday (: which means four days of break (: haha gotta mug though (: but its looking better (: mid year exams are ending :D
i just cried myself to a massive headache watching 90210. liam slept with naomi's sister. and naomi thought it was annie. so she got mad at annie. and then annie called the cops on naomi's house. and then she had an accident. and freakkkk liam's dad forced him to military school, just as he called naomi to say he wanted to talk to her. and adrianna said goodbye to her baby. )':
sometimes can i;
like what you dont? be okay on my own? do what i like? question you? feel uncomfortable? tell you how i really feel without worrying how you would feel? cry and tell you when i'm better?
its 1.30am btw. i cant sleep. and i wish you were awake.
and i know i'm not perfect.
sometimes, somethings, make you just want to lose yourself so they would never have happened. and i dont like that feeling. it makes me feel like giving up. but well :S it happens.
oh well i guess its give and take.
on a side note, its difficult when you have contrasting wants- like take my case. i want to get to uni. and i want a break now. doesnt go i guess. its like wanting to live. and wanting to die? somehow.
Monday, May 18, 2009
i feel sian. and damn i left my sketchbook in school and i feel like drawing. oh and econs sucked big time :/
Saturday, May 16, 2009
BITCH.
so today i woke up earlyearly to go to uncle renato's for math help.
it was pretty useful (: hope i can get a D or C for math, up from S. lol.
Hopefully, As for art and geog. high B for GP. and then E for Econs. that would make more than 55 points. given the PW grade, i'm hoping to get 55 or more. the initial target was 64, but i dont think i have enough time to improve significantly in econs, anddd push myself to As for art and geog. plus, with gp essay this time around, and a possibly more difficult compre (did you see last year's MYE GP Paper I! KILLER.) hope to at least maintain the grade.
ah this is so academic. but its like that i guess?
top scorer and valedictorian? i really gotta work my weekends, weekdays and every hour i'm awake to get that. and i need to remain motivated. and well, you never know (:
and besides, i got a few people to prove wrong including myself.
Friday, May 15, 2009
i used to think she was really pretty, but i guess looks arent everything. (:
i am totally bored. every day is studyingggg, kinda sjp but i guess thats the JC lifestyle.
i guess in life, people arent really ever satisfied with what they've got- materially and intangibly. wonder if i'll be like that when i'm older.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
i am bored. chrispy has tuition now. none of the girls or guys i normally talk to randomly online are online bleah.
i revised a whole lotta geog today! (: which is good. i shall list out the stuff i have to finish studying :D andddd so i will feel more organised. lol.
anyways i woke up late todaaaay :D for once this week heh.
anyways, i will be going to study again tmr, hope that its as productive, if not more (:
ps. i dont like tuition. and i dont even have it.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
because i keep watching the last part of ep24 with naomi and liam, here's the awesome song. its Let the Love Back In, by The Orange Lights.
(: so i'm at episode 23 of 90210 and i have to say, its really my favourite show ever ever ever. its sweet, sad, touching, drama, and everything. (: wanna get the cd set. once the season's over (:
so the latest episode is so awwww. it was their sophomore prom.. not like anyone who doesnt watch is going to know what's going on but liam finally admitted that he likes naomi. so aww. he ordered her a black orchid corsage which is her favourite ever, cos he wanted to make her happy. damn sweet. and he's like the tough anti social type guy. and thennn they had a heart to heart talk. so sweet la sigh (:
(: i cant wait for prom! in the mean time, studyyyyyyy bleah.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
procrastination is the enemy.
art was the highlight of today. only managed to handle five boards.. we all kinda got scolded, cept gina who wasnt feeling well and took early leave. i guess, now, i'm damn tired. seeing as how i survived all lessons today without falling asleep- including econs tut and lect and gp tutorials. i survived the school day on chicken rice and one cup of barley.
which is probably why i have an ulcer- not enough water. and why my tummy hurts- not enough food. (and i think the caffeine which i just drank is making it worst but heck)
so anyways i shouldnt be blogging because I have work to do so yeaaaaa.
Monday, May 11, 2009
so life isnt looking that bad. but ah i guess it will soon cosssssss this week is the pre mid year week. shucks.
and i dont think i can fill SIX boards for art. DAMN. on a zzz note, it's 12.45am and i am still awake, AMAZING. i feel likeeeee sleeping but my stomach is all queasy and i miss you bleah.
well perhaps i've been inspired by confessions.com but here's a long rant, and if you bother to read it i owe you a hug for hearing this, eventhough its just a rant.
i am tired, tired and more tired, but my stomach still feels bloated and i feel fat and i know alot of people tell me that i'm not fat, but i really feel like i am sometimes? i'm not how i used to be. (damn) must be that i am doing less pe, because i am more sick. because i am overworked. i want to be in primary four again sometimes. where there was art exams. where art was different. it was about creativity. it was about pure creativity. where we used oil pastels and wax crayons and thin origami paper. and where i'd get full marks for spelling and for math. for math. that's like, far from possible. full marks for anything is far from possible. i miss when i was in ij. in primary school. it was beautiful. everything about it was beautiful. the grumpy bookshop aunties- i remember buying stickers, erasers, the magic eraser box thingy, rulers, pencils. the stinky eco pond. the grotto. the drain where i dropped my favourite pencil in. the corridor where i had to do prefect duty. the chatterbox corner which no one ever went to. the narrow staircases- so nostalgic. backstage, the ladder, the room where they kept ALL the chairs. the big staircase leading to the hall. p1 honolulu. taking care of the primary 1s and 2s while the teachers had contact time. music lessons in the music room. recess. hymns. my prefect notebook. playing hide and seek during morning duty. saying sekolah senang diri when it was supposed to be sekolah sedia. i could go on. i cant deny that sadness does hit me when i know my daughter/son wouldnt have to same environment as i did. but i guess new isnt always bad and change is constant. so i guess, i best adapt.
okay i promised that i would sleep before one am. so good night. (:
i guess today's been a whole rollercoaster of emotions. and i'm scared. thinking about it scares me. and i hate it like this.
aww.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
i realised i have a whole lot of grey's anatomy to catch up on during the june hols. (: season five looks awesome after derek finally proposed to meredith (: like, finally! (: all the marriage proposals. and aweetness. and eventhough nothing's reality, it's nice to watch.
i still dont like exgfs eventhough i am one.
You like to work, but you always want a break.
This post is random and more random, but it's interesting (:
Found this on Eugene's blog- What would your own album look like if you were in a band? Follow the directions below and find out...
2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations" or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.
4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.
5 - Post it to FB with this text in the "caption" or "comment" and TAG the friends you want to join in.
haha, this is what i ended up with (: - kinda random, but yea. haha. pretty cool.i love the cover and the band name. and i guess the title is pretty me-ish lol
Do you support the freedom of lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender (LGBT) people to love? Then click here to find out more on how you can show your support (:
I also did this on facebook earlier- found it pretty true to some extent, though these things, one can only take on the surface level.--
S : You are very broad-minded. A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. M : Success comes easily to you. A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. T : You have an attitude, a big one. H : You are not judgmental. A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. R : You are a social butterfly. A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. S : You are very broad-minded. O : You are very open-minded. N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
You are very broad-minded. You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind. Success comes easily to you. You like to work, but you always want a break. You have an attitude, a big one. You are not judgmental.You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. You are a social butterfly. You are very open-minded.
anyways i am cheating my using my facebook notes as part of my blogpost, but heck (: i dont think anyone'd read my notes anyways!
1. My ex is still: my friend.
2. I am listening to: One more weekend by The Academy Is
3. Maybe I should: Start doing my ideation for art.
4. I love: you. (And eating)
5. I don't understand: why some people give up.
6. I lost: my husky soft toy. (from ages ago)
7. People say: that I should get contacts.
8. The meaning of my screen name is: the lyrics of a song i identify with
9. Love is: patient.
10. Somewhere, someone is: playing basketball.
11. I will always: remember my disappointments.
12. Forever seems: so far away! (really.)
13. I will never ever want to: lose my memory.
14. My cellphone is: next to me now.
15. When I woke up in the morning: I wished my mum a happy mother's day.
16. I get annoyed when: things screw up and i could have fixed it.
17. Parties are: crowded.
18. My pets are : my soft toys :D
19. Kisses are the best when: they make you blush and smile and let you know that you're loved by someone.
20. Today: I got my stuff from art friend :D
21. Tomorrow: I'm going to school eventhough it's a holiday.
22. I really want: to stick with you.
23. Really want to ask: God to fast forward all of this.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
i'm not comparing. everytime i read what people say about love, having lost their love ones. like, after a break up and everything (basically anything love related) it makes me feel really scared. and at the same time, secure.
and sometimes i ask myself how it's possible to feel secure and yet scared at the same. i guess it's because love is unpredictable, as humans are. (:
so i havent blogged in quite awhile, havent been online for quite awhile- owing to the fact that i've been home real late cos of school, and i'm too tired to stay up. it's let me survive the week though, so it looks like there's going to be less of me online, at least, for another two weeks.
My MYEs are pretty well spaced out, which is good. which also means that i really gotta plan my study plan properly. (knowing that i like to study the subjects i like first- namely, geog and art. and pure math)
so anyways, everyone knows that Mid years are coming in like, 9days? haha so i shant blog about how i cant wait for them to be o.v.e.r.
(: art is progressing pretty well. i like how every week there're new ideas, new mediums and stuff for me to explore.
my school-friends balance looks quite alright (: went out with the girls for breakfast at Casuarina Curry (:
(: met chrispy for lunch today (: i am a bad saver, and a good shopper. lol. got another ring (which is badddddddd.) and two new brushes and new stickers lol. and if it wasnt for him i would have spent like, all my artfriend $.
:D i feel so lazyyyyyyy today hurr which is bad. although, i managed to finish my watercolour painting :D quite pleased at how it turned out though its too green-y.
(: so anyways i am homeeeee. (and i miss you) andddd this is my song of the week-
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
despite everything, i caught Xmen Origins today. It was pretty awesome (:
took my brother out (: (just thought of doing so during econs lecture heh)
managed to do some QUICK shopping. quick meaning like, 20mins. haha, i bought a nice ribbon hair tie :D andddddddd smth for someone else lol.
aaaaaaand tomorrow it's back to school. AH.
A levels, faster come and go please. thanks.
Saturday, May 02, 2009
the carnival today was pretty alright (: lunch with chrispy was good (: great seeing you today :D (happy only haha)
i think it hasnt really hit me that midyears are in TWO WEEKS. i shall start revising geog tonight (: (hopefully)
i seemed to have a lot of afterthoughts in brackets. (haha)
anyways, tmr is sunday- church, lunch, study, dinner :D looks like a good plan (: cantwaittttt.
which reminds me- i have to get my art done lol. i need photos of myself crying. among other things, shucks.
and i know this is bimbotic- but i kinda wanna go to mango and try the top. heh. and the heat is so annoying to my skin hurr.
okay i shall be a good girl and go file all my geog notes nicely, and maybe do some maths (:
BABY IT'S FACT
haha i feel particularly hyper, like i would take a bus all the way to the zoo just to see you if you were there kinda thing.
anyways, i wanna live in a studio apartment (:
i'll post the photos from the wedding when i get them (: aha the whole guy looking thing was hilarious.
(: and i bet i will totally cry on my wedding dayyyyyy. lol.
anyways i totally have Here in Your Arms stuck in my headddddddddd.
and to compensate for the TOTAL i-miss-you-ness, i shall wear my new BIGBIG grey tee, fav black shorts, and my pink adidas. :D and the pink and black zebra star.
okay i should totally go bathe now.
my nose is all stuffy :/ and i keep sneezing. dont worry, its not swine flu, i checked heh.
i was supposed to wake up at 7am today to send chrispy to school, but i guess i must have been really very tired cos i didnt hear the wake up calls and alarms heh. only to wake up too late :/
looks like we'll have to work smth else out, wrt seeing each other today..
anyways the wedding ytd was great :D to put it simply, i cant wait to get married (: