today i think it's safe to say that it would, it would, be easier if hearts just became triangles instead.
These are some of my favourite things.
ytd didnt end off sian as it started (:
shopping was pretty alright, despite the mad crowds. i still prefer shopping on a weekday.
steamboat at tingyi's became teppanyaki (: it was fun! (: with all the usual jokes, lameness, suaning. haha, i'll let the usual 'family' photos do the talking (:
Saturday, January 30, 2010
my appetite reflects my mood. besides, no one cares. the only issue is getting gastric.
Havent blogged since wed :/ didnt realise the busy-ness. so anyways i pretty much in sian mood today (hopefully class dinner later will make things better) but here's a quick update on what's been going on, not like you really need to know but yeah.
Thurs, whole day spent at WORK. ended so late, i didnt feel like going for boxercise. so i just went home. then at night i went to get dessert for the family at j8 and printed photos (: apart from that, the day was pretty much a yawn.
Friday, (yesterday (: ) went back to SR to give a sharing to those invited for the SC Tea Session. it was nice being back in sr, as always. its not the same though, i mean, my batch isnt there (obviously) so the people are different :/ though i totally miss sarah and nadiahhh.
so yeah was feeling pretty sian by the end of the day, so yeahhhh. met amanda pretty late at like 9 plus? hoping to un-sian myself heh. felt better after that (: didnt eat dinner lol. but had dessert.
todaaaay, meeting hafiz to go shopping, then going to pick up a pinata for an aunt, then heading to tingyi's. i dont like the idea of having to travel from Bishan to Orchard to Raffles City to Seng Kang to Ranggoon but that's the way it has to be. the whole idea of having to travel SO MUCH today is making me #1 SIAN. but oh well.
among other thoughts, -i always wanted to be the one to make you happiest, but i guess as long as you're happy i should be happy too (: cos we're like that.
-i bother about you man. you dont need to be a genius to guess why, but i guess you have better things on your list of priorities now, and i'm sick of taking the backseat, really i am. i keep telling myself to heck care, but somehow i cant? okay this sounds so lame, so..whatever.
so to end of this post, here's one big SIGH and a hope that by later everything'll be awesome.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
with time off work this afternoon, i've been looking at some fashion blogs- namely;
anddd i really wonder how they can keep up with all the dressing up and make up and everything. and taking so many photos. i wonder who takes their photos sometimes even
aand sometimes, they simply puzzle me. i mean, seeing their facade through their fashion blog makes me think what their real lives are like- their studies, family, friends and i admire their sense of fashion and everything (really i do, and i have no idea how they keep up) but somehow i cant seem to admire them fully because i always ask myself how they manage to be like that, and at what cost.
there's something i really like about this performance eventhough its so old now(:
THIS IS MY NEWEST SOFT TOY :D (i know i'm 19) she's the cutest lioness cub ever. i want to name her Kiara (: after Kiara from The Lion King 2 (: the cutest ever.
decided to take the dslr out for a spin, out meaning, out of the bag lol. since i'm home, working today. :D these are some randoms pictures from recent times :D
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
feeling unusually sian for what seems like flimsy reasons. -feeling bad about not having done much work today -feeling like i havent made someone happy in awhile -that same empty feeling -the not looking forward to work tmr -ness
hopefully it'll be gone tmr. for now, it's like midnight and i dont feel sleepy :/ i dont feel like doing anything.
sometimes i wish i had someone who'd know me inside out. someone who'd know when i was feeling sian, and would come around to make me feel better. someone who'd called me cos i was bored. someone who'd just be there all the time, someone who made me feel like i didnt have to care about them, but i would anyways.
i havent found if such a someone exists.
today was a good day (: managed to catch up on sleep, paint, get some shopping done. (:
met shawn after lunch and headed to orchard (:
didnt manage to get a pair of pants, but i got a laptop case (finally) a baby lioness (: (cutest ever) aaand two nice dresses (:
cant wait to wear them. (: workkkk tmr, and this week is set to be a busy week. not really looking forward to it. (sigh) cant wait for friday, and to think of it, it's just two days away (:
Monday, January 25, 2010
work today was nice because they took me for a birthday lunch (: nydc at wheelock. (: the choc lava cake was nice.
other than that it was all meetings. and i have new stuff to do :/ first pay check is coming soon too, looking forward to that.
that stupid math qn has got me all sian tonight (i think its that at least.)
looking forward to shopping tmr, hope i dont spend too much cos i dont want to break my birthday cash and i still havent gotten access to my acct yet -.-"
maybe i can get this done tmr.
apart from lunch and work,
today has been a yawn.
going to sleep over it and hope i feel better tmr.
i feel so sucky now, but photoshop is making me feel better i think.
this math's question is driving me up the wall.
When Alan's age was twice Bala's age, Mike's age was 30. When Mike's age was twice Alan's age, Bala was 21. Given that Mike was the oldest, find Bala's age when Mike was 62 years old.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
so my 19th was really pretty awesome (: spent my day really with those i love (:
lunch with my family, godma and bestie at dtf (: followed by dessert at swensens (:
thennn i trained to town to meet hafiz :D met jm at Pomo to pick up Mad as a Hatter (: then we walked to 313 :D and i couldnt resist testing out the nail colour at the traffic light, while waiting for the green man, hehe.
:D needless to say, the colour is AWESOME. :D
shopped at F21 at 313 :D didnt really care much about the crowds. wasnt expecting myself to spend on clothes at f21, but i ended up with a nice dress than has a bandage skirt-like bottom and a grey slightly knit-ish batwing-esqe top (which Hafiz spotted) aaand when i was going to pay, i saw this chucked blue and white striped top with a poppy iron on. it was too nice to resist :D fitting room queues were crazy, now i'm totally a just-try-it-over-what-you're-wearing convert (or maybe i never really cared much lol)
so ended up with those :D though, i'm still adding more grey, blue and black to my wardrobe lol. :D walked to cine and manage to find this pretty casual-ish blazer-ish black jacket :D got that too. so there's at least 8 new permutations for work now hehe.
then we met shawn sam sarah outside 313 and walked to TGIF at the heeren :D dinner was nice, liked the atmosphere there (: the company made everything awesome though (: and thanks for the presents guys :)
okaaay i shall let the photos do the talking, we took alot but these shots're the ones i like (:
then after dinner we were all so full, so we walked around a bit (: then headed back to Orchard mrt (: (: i had cake when i got home (:
all in all it was a great day :D sundays are boring nowadays, since it means work tmr :S the freshly painted nails and the raspberry toffee bar made up for it though (:
i'm also looking forward to the coming week cos i get to wear all the new stuff :D
Saturday, January 23, 2010
lunch at din tai fung, OPI nail colour at 4 plus, shopping (crowds, stay home) and dinner at TGIF (:
Friday, January 22, 2010
(last post as an 18 year old :O)
(: looong meeting at work today, from like 2 plus to 6 (: had lotsa things to discuss, and it was pretty good. (:
rushed home to settle dinner for zac, changed up and left for dinnerrrrrrrr :D
dinner at white dog cafe was pretty nice (: should've had the soft shell crab too! (but i was too full lol) (: too full for max brenner's too ! :/ nevermind, next time :D
walked around, shopped, and the only thing i bought was raspberry toffee from candy empire and stickers from page one. HAHA. vivo was too crowded to find a nice bag or nice shoes or a black skirt or blazer. tooooo crowded. i'm going to try a weekday next time :D
it was a nice evening though time really really flew! (:
among other awesome things today, jing ming managed to get Mad as a Hatter for me at $11 :D that was way enough to make my day before it was even evening :D thanks again yo (:
gorgeous. i just cant decide between this and the silvery one which i saw from sephora, i kinda like that one more but that was like, just after prelims so i guess it's safer to just get this?
just got home from a whole day of being out.
dental in the morning :D dr chew didnt scold me, he actually said it was good cos my teeth're still straight, so thats good #1.
met joshua for lunch at JustAcia at dhoby Xchange (: its not bad really ! (: pretty yummy and quite worth it.
made last minute plans to drop by Old School at mt sophia to catch Pretext before it ends (: wasnt disappointing, but getting there was kinda out of the way, and it started raining on our way out, we were SO LUCKY to get a cab, otherwise we would've been stranded there indefinitely. (:
we headed to PS, and when we were walking around, i chanced upon OPI's Alice in Wonderland collection!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand found the shade i wanted !! now i'm torn between that shade and the shade i saw at Sephora, the only difference is one is more silvery and one is my black ish. so yeah (: i could try the sephora one and i LOVED the texture. (: hope they're still selling that though (which i doubt)
then i dropped by home for a nap and dinner and then, Toothless Fishspa time !!! at 9pm lol. (okay and the pseudo bimbo emerges)
it was nice and empty but omg, scary much. when i first went and saw the fish it was like OMG WHYRE THE FISH SO BIG. anddd they were like following me around the pond !!! cos there's like this nice pond thing where you're supposed to sit around. and omg they were like one whole school of black fish. scary! and when i put my legs in, they just SWARMED and i mean, SWARMED to my legs. HAHA, it was soooooooooo ultra super damn ticklish, i couldnt take it !! took me like almost 15 mins to get used to the feeling, and forced myself not to think about it, and not to look at the black fish sucking away at my feet and legs. THIS WENT ON FOR 45 MINS.
before i knew it, time was up though :D aaand i must admit, it works (: i'll be going there more frequently now (: maybe monthly (: it was good fun :D hahaha, after getting over the initial ticklish feeling. (yay my feet're smoother) :D
then headed to sgh to visit kongkong, and now i'm back home (:
hope tmr is awesome, though i'm shagged after a full day today (: [totally going to get my nail polish tmr man.]
and this is totally random and has no link to this post, but i'm craving a KFC AM Twister, lol much.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
haha recently i've been joining groups on fb. the past three groups that i clicked "Become a fan" it showed, You are a fan. LOL, i think its a reminder that my memory isnt really that good.
another random doodle :D
:D manage to complete the deck of slides with lijun's help (: feeling quite a good sense of satisfaction now :D i've also started on slides for the sharing in SR next week (exciting) (:
okay, other than powerpoint slides, i've also inherited a canon 400d from my uncle (: so i can use it for the 23rd :D awesome. (:
i think the dslr and the work achievement today're making me happy. confirmed plans for the 23rd are also making me happy :) the fact that tmr's thursday already is also making me happy (: though i am gonna be broke soon :/ and pretty much on lunches and dinners :/ but still, happyyyyyyyyy.
still have to make a few reservations here and there, so lazy to even get the phone. maybe i'll just call tgif tmr heh. aaand the fish spa aint answering lol.
anywayssss with the dslr this blog should be less photo deficient nowadays (i just gotta upload the photos, LOL) okaaaay cant wait for the next three days :D watch this space ;)
ah i'm supposed to be working ona deck of slides, for a projectttt. so i better get down to it. it sounds all fun and all but i dont want to get started cos what if it turns out ugly pfft.
anywayssssssssss i have been having quite a few dilemmas recently, sigh.
this is a really short update cos as much as i would love to procrastinate, i have to get the slides done :/ soooo yeah.
tmr'll be wednesday, then thurs then fridaaaay then sattttttt :D
haha. work today was pretty nice (: managed to finish what i set out to do, more or less. and i know what i have to do tmr so its not going to be boring.
among other things, reverse psychology and what i make it out to be gets really confusing sometimes.
work is also what's giving me a headache, massive headache's that's been here the whole day is keeping me awake, even though my eyes are tired. pretty hard to fall asleep when your head is throbbing and you have so much to deal with in your head. i can barely think properly sigh. i really do hate being sick.
so yeaaaah, met up with sam after work (: came to my place for dinner, then we met hafiz at j8 for dinner-dessert (: had a nice time, really pretty shagged by now though.
and having to decide what to wear every morning is a pain, for someone who just wants to wear shorts and tee and sandals pfft.
anyways things are looking brighter, and i cant wait for this weekend.
i've also been working on lots of small random photoshop projects, experimenting with combining doodles with textures from pictures (: will post some of these soon (: though i'm lazy to scan in drawings so for now i just use the keypad to draw so it wont be that great lol.
okaaaaaay i should get in bed before 12, though tmr i can wake when i like heh.
Monday, January 18, 2010
since i'm bored now, i shall update :D
been spending the day at home today, otherwise known as, working from home (: down with a baddd cough :/ since starbucks coffee and talking last week. shucks. [a man sat next to me on the bus, then i started coughing and coughing -covering my mouth of course- and then, after like three stops, the man changed seats. HAHA WTH. h1n1-phobic much.]
anyways (: i cant wait for work tmr ! i wanna wear the new zara corduroys out :D
and i realised- i have to admit my blog lacks self taken photos :/ i guess it's prolly cos my camera's spoilt and now i dont know where it is even :S yeaaah... i should go find it and get it fixed hehe.
(: going to be 19 soon :D looking forward to lunch on thurs, dinner on fri and lunch and dinner on sat :D i guess the main reason why i'm looking forward to that day, is cos i know its one day that i'll be genuinely and simply happy. (no matter what.) and yeah i'm really looking forward to this.
AAAND TIME REALLY FLIESSSS! it seems like only ytd that we ended As, and now, like half the world is working! (of course, half the world in my terms means half the people i know heh) The ppl working at Universal Studios've started training today (: so that means, half the world is busier now :/ but i guess, working's the norm now (:
anywaysss yeah cant wait for this weekend (:(:(: (i think you can tell) :D now i just need to decide where to eat........
i wanna get these ! hope they're still retailing in SG (:
Sunday, January 17, 2010
this waiting game is making me sick, literally.
haha is this cute or what.
sunday is a yawn, as usual :/
went for mass alone since the family went last evening since i was out. heading over to dani and tteo's place later in the afternoon for what's supposed to be a swim (but i doubt my hair can take it without becoming dry and chlorine-ish) looking forward to seeing the cousins, but i have a horrid cough that i dont want her to catch :/
contemplating getting an instax, but ordering it through ebay seems so troublesome. lol and i dont want it badly enough to overcome that laziness (yet)
hoping to get the cardi-jumper-pullover from Springfield. the awesomeness. butttt i need to think first luh. dont want my first expenditure on my card to be smth so.....everyday.
cant wait for thurs, fri and sat. :D
Saturday, January 16, 2010
you'll get the hang of it after awhile yo.
random happy doodle (:
su's birthday lunch at her place was awesome :D the food, and cake was nice. i also learnt how to play mahjong haha. (:
then i went to meet hafiz at city hall (: managed to get a nice pair of corduroy pants from zara, on sale. pretty awesome stuff (: need more cash before getting other stuff though. saw this pretty awesome cardigan-jumper-pullover at Springfield, under the guy's section HAHA. it was $35 though, pretty nice.
also managed to find a pretty reasonably priced laptop case at (cant rmb the name heh)
anyways i'm home sweet home sweet home now, and there is a horrible feeling in my throat.
things that make me happy.
Friday, January 15, 2010
image taken from : http://callie-danielle.blogspot.com
i want to grow my hair as long as this. almost there.
okay i think i shall do more drawings to get scanned in, get over misplaced hype, utilise my organiser more (hehe) aaand wear the stag jumper out more often = more library visits/movies.
Now i've a whole new list of stuff that i need to get done for work- schedules, categorising, synopsis for visits, programme booklet, among other things.
Sounds like an awful lot of work to be done in the coming weeks, but honestly, i'd rather be occupied than bored sitting around in the office surfing the net discreetly, whilst trying to occupy myself. (:
Meetings after meetings today, made time fly though.
Among other thoughts, i've still got a bad cold :/ which was probably worsened by all the air con rooms today lol.
recent spate of events have left me feeling particularly down, in contrast to happiness in the guise of cheap thrills. though retail therapy, wearing comfy clothes and su's birthday with the clique tmr should be pretty awesome.
also, i keep procrastinating the use of the scanner :/ should make it a point to utilise it tmr.
thinking whether i should join the udders contest just for the fun of it. deadline's on sunday though, so i'll see how much time i have tmr and whether i get lazy heh.
anyways i hate the high cost of travelling now. and the worknight boredom. it's like i feel too tired to go out, but so bored at home. sigh, what to do.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
if only i could wear this to work. (: loving the stag jumper, prefer the jumper in black and the stag in white like how i have it though (:
Thoughts from the past half an hour of surfing Lookbook.nu.
i think i'm totally into oversized tees/jumpers/pullovers/shirts and shorts now. i couldnt have enough of those tops. :D
i want my hair to grow really long so i can tie a long braid. (bring on the conditioner)
i wanna get a batwing skirt ! like the batwing dress i have. (i wish i had a magic sewing machine that could sew me whatever i wanted if i just brought the material lol)
i really ought to get a biiiiiggggg long white tee.
okaaaay polyvore time :D
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
1. I'm half scared for next week. i dont want to be disappointed, so i guess, i just shouldnt expect anything. shouldnt compare it with last year, for one.
2. Currently my happy pills are cheap thrills. it gets boring.
3. Sr really meant comfort to me, through so many people and in so many ways. being out where i am now, it feels so different. i guess i'm not entirely used to it yet, but i will be.
4. I dont have to lug my laptop to work tmr.
5. A whole lot of things clashing this weekend :/ looking forward to next weekend...for idkwhatreason though, since i havent confirmed plans, cept for friday. i also am catching a flu, with the horrible weather, i wore my wool pullover today and i didnt even feel warm. i am sneezing nonstop. and my throat sucks. i really wish i could sleep this away.
yes, blogs are outlets, to an extent. and tonight i kinda need this.
and if you think its about you, its a whole mixed up rant, so dont take it too seriously please. and thank you.
i dont like how things are with us. sometimes i wish i never knew you. or that i could just stop knowing you, but that aint going to happen, so i just, deal with it. and you, i dont know why you do this to me. do you just not get it. or do you not want to get it. i dont know. and i dont know how to find out either (great for me right)
sometimes i think if everyone told the truth, and was frank and polite to one another, ( i myself am guilty of not doing this 24/7) there would be more peace in this world.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
you know its a big time crush when you want to have a polaroid camera just so you can take a photo with him to put on the corkboard you have by your bed.
Monday, January 11, 2010
hi i need to get some work done tmr which means i should wake up at nine instead of waking at 1130 hurr.
today was good (: (: cant wait for tmr, and my birthday (: and i'm lazy to blog more tonight lol.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
:D
jeans to church for the first time today, lol. surprised that i didnt feel hot HAHA. went for northern indian food at Chutney's at the wisma food republic. then borders (nothing much) then home.
recently we've gotten the new containers for underneath our beds. and its so annoying that the parents keep using it as an excuse for us to remain tidy. seriously -.- i just want to keep my things where i want to (like their room is so neat) so yeah, stop telling me to tidy this and tidy that, it's my stuff and i think it's fine where it is. PFFT ANNOYING, FULL TIME ANNOYING. maybe this is why i prefer weekdays, cos its just dinner tgh, so there's no nagging 24-7 like on weekend. ugh, seriously.
anyways recently been bumping into people i havent seen in awhile, which is quite nice :D haha, including someone who was with a cute friend hurrrr. anwyayyyyys i'm letting the happyhappy from ytd's buys spill over to today (: so it compensates for the incessant nagging. right now, i cant wait for the next movie, so i can wear my pullover and shorts yay. HAPPY ONLY. :D ah okay. aaand i also cant wait for the 23rd ;) though i havent decided what to do, i have a rough idea, and i know who i want to spend it with :D
Saturday, January 09, 2010
spent the better part of today shopping :D it was totally speed shopping though- left at 2plus, shopped till 4plus.
went to Raffles City, Citylink, Marina Square, Suntex. i cant decide whether that quartet, or this; Ion, Wisma, Taka and 313 is my favourite. tough fight.
anyways (: checked out topshop, and as usual, they didnt have my sequinned tiger pullover (sad) but they had the black one with the reindeer head silhoutte. so i got that instead since the sale price was too irresistable and it fit pretty awesomely :D first happy buy.
walked around abit, and contemplated getting the tie dye leggings. checked out Novo and they had an awesome pair of sandals which totally caught my eye :D so i got them (: plus they were on 30% disc! :D second happy buy.
felt all happyhappy in the blue tiedye tee :D its my new happy tee (HAHA -.-")
then i had to chiong home, to clear the drawers under my bed, and rearrange the contents into plastic containers :D done with that.
so things are looking neater around my room (i think?) but then again, my perception of neat, is prolly your definition of borderline messy haha.
(: so tonight i'm feeling kinda bored (yawn) happy with the buys today :D (and the company :D )
though i'm feeling kinda sian :S i cant seem to comprehend how some guys can be clueless. but i guess, that might be what makes them endearing? either way i needa remind myself that i'm glad with where this is so far, though some improvements would prolly make a difference.
There's no doubt that i miss SR.
We exist But we're taking it slow Now let's just see How we go Now let's see How we go.
Friday, January 08, 2010
me: hi you: hey, dont worry k me: what makes you say i'm worried you: i know you are, cos i am too.
today lijun showed daniel and i this book, titled, Learning to love you more. its abt this website, and how they posted certain tasks. people then had to carry out these tasks (if they wanted) and then the people who started the website would post the responses. some of the tasks and the replies were really heartwarming. and thinking of my own responses would really make me cry.
the tasks are like- write the phone call you wish you could have, give yourself advice in the past, write down a recent argument and photograph a significant outfit.
these were some of the tasks that really got me thinking.
sometimes i just feel like screaming. i hate how i have so many things i really want to tell people, but because of the circumstances, i cant.
and yeah let's not go there.
cos i guess, no one has really told me what i wanted to hear, and meant it enough.
should i get this? it's on sale but it's really hairy.
been writing a whole lotta personas which revolve around intergenerational issues in the three areas- work, community and family. and crafting all the personas; the family background, problems they face, attitudes they have, views they hold makes me think about my persona. if i had to write a persona for myself, how would it go?
i'm going to give it a shot.
1. • Aged 19, female • Has a younger brother (aged 12) and a younger sister (aged 16) • Feels like she has to be a role model for her younger siblings • Her parents give her a lot of responsibilities and also, freedom • Sometimes she feels like she is made to do a lot of work around the house, but never really gets any reward or thank you. • Enjoys spending time with her brother, but gets annoyed by him at the same time • Feels that her sister is too self absorbed, and wonders if this is because her sister is living in her shadow • She shares a room with her sister, and this results in many conflicts between them • She has just completed her A levels and is waiting to go to Uni • She has paranoia over her A level results, due to a bad experience with her O level results but constantly reminds herself that “Worry does not empty tmr of its sorrow, it empties today of its strength” • She likes the quote- storms make trees take deeper roots, and thinks its very applicable esp to breakups. • She loves her family a lot and the thought of having to live away from them is almost daunting, though she knows it is somewhat inevitable • She maintains a good relationship with her grandparents, and even though she is impatient, she tries not to let it show, esp when her grandparents ask her to do things • This also applies to the case when her parents ask her to run errands (she feels obliged to do them in order to be a good daughter) • She sometimes struggles with BGR problems and has insomnia • She likes to be in control of things and doesn’t like it when things don’t go her way • She believes that if you want smth done, you should do it yourself. • She is generally happy with her life, but knows that beneath the exterior, she is really searching for genuine happiness.
Thursday, January 07, 2010
the lack of posts recently is prolly owing to the fact that i have work, and i normally go out after work, and if i dont, the past few days i've been really busy with tidying my room - since i got a new bed and all. sooo...yeah, not many posts.
anyways, RI food is pretty awesome, price-wise too, office is in the Artspace there.
I went back to SR today, to collect the award$ and to check out the OSL camp (: everything feels the same, and yet different. SR brings some sort of comfort. going back there makes me happy. maybe cos some of the friendships i really treasure were forged there, not forgetting some of the best and happiest memories too.
it just gives me a sense of comfort that i dont really get in other places (not ij :/ weirdly)
so that made me day. (: looking forward to coming back during Orientation to speak too. (:
Had a good evening too, manage to accomplish some stuff (:
Wholly today was pretty awesome. (: andddd i'm happy (: and yes among other thoughts i still need more of you.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
work today was awesomeee. the kids did their giant idea mind maps on butcher paper(a really large sheet of paper) and did story boarding for their final idea.
the drawings were really really cute, and the questions they asked were even cuter (: looking forward to going back to see how their ideas have progressed (:
anyways, tmr i'll be only going in at ten (YAY) so yay more sleep.
daddy got us new beds too, so ahhhh i gotta clear all the soft toys for relocation. BY TMR.
and and and i really need to go shop for working clothes to get the best of sales. really SOON.
Monday, January 04, 2010
sometimes i save random pictures which i find online, which i think will suit friends i have. i save them in my My Pictures folder, in case one day, i need to make them smile, then i can use all the pictures i have been saving up from them.
one day, i'll be brave in enough to show you the photo/s that i've saved for you (:
more&more.
hiiiii i think i might need more of you. every day would be good, but i know i'm not getting there anytime....soon (i guess?) i know i will laugh at myself tmr for saying this, but perhaps more of you would be good.
work today was great, but tiring.
i really like what i'm doing, and what i'm going to be doing with the Idea Factory.
though today, i came home shagged, haha. hopefully tmr i wont be too tired since there's the clique dinner aaand some last minute shopping to do (:
and hi you if you're reading this, i'm sorry okay, smile please?
Sunday, January 03, 2010
i think my wardrobe needs more cream, poppy red and white.
today's another lazyyyy sunday (:
anyways, starting work tmr at pasir ris pri, some project there to get a sampling of work (: should be interesting, and i'm looking forward to it (though i dont know what to wear yet)
anddd january look good, with my birthday coming up. (:
(: and here're the picts from ytd :D check out sarah's awesome teeth, free from the braces-prision yo. (i'm really liking this pict!!) hurry come back from japan please :D
flea titan was reaaally hot and stuffy, but i guess the stuff was pretty alright (: air con would have made it better, but i know, "dude, it's a flea market."
got a big shirt, a tiedye tee (finally) anddd a grey batwing kinda thing (: not bad. (:
walked around pretty aimlessly after that, around city hall, and i must admit, seeing valentines day stuff makes me a little skeptic to notions of 'always' haha kinda makes it weird that valentines day is on first day of cny (pfft.) lol, its back to single vdays, which makes it unpredictable and for one, exciting, not that i'm looking forward to anything...
tmr's just another normal family day sunday. i really like this current balance. though i guess i cant evade the idea of choir for long, cos now it's pretty much hanging, and i know thats bad.
sigh. i'm going to pray about this.
aaand i will make it a point to wear my jeans tmr. (:
i also have no idea what to wear to work, cos i have no work-y clothes, anddd i wanna get a blazerrr! also, i cant wait for monday !!! (:
Saturday, January 02, 2010
todayyy.
nothing much going on. i've made the decision to keep my life in balance for now, esp with work being thrown in, and i'm not sure how the scales would tip with that. so for now, its in good balance. (and i like to advocate balance)
i'm looking forward to getting to see sarah without her braces :D and hang out with sarah, sam and hafiz before he books in :/ hopefully i wont end up spending alot haha. though i want to get a short blazer, for work (:
Friday, January 01, 2010
haha the recent turn of events, or realisations, have made me think about-
1. How often i try to convince myself regarding various issues on my blog. and whether its that obvious.
2. What the word (or the phrase) "being protective" means, and where one should draw the line.
3. And following from the whole idea of being protective, how much i cant stand the idea of ____ but oh well, what can i say.
4. I hate the feeling of being happy, and yet, not entirely happy. i guess, smth's missing, and i'm too much of the just-deal-with-it sort to bother often enough.
5. WHY I BOTHER.
hiiiiiiii i know this is bad (kinda) but i'm too sleepy to post a goodbye2009 post hehe.
spent today at my cousin's place (: with Daniela and Matteo, Shauna, Zac and Tab (:
as usual i played with Daniela almost the wholeee time (: she's really so precious. (:
going to be a busy new year's day, and it was a nice new year's eve (: will post a better new year post when i'm home again (: meanwhile, happy new year (:
and it really feels like a new year with the loss of concession fees. haha.