main train of thought is i cant wait for the shoot on saturday. athene is too cute.
i am not really looking forward to art tmr. i am not looking forward to school tmr for that. i've got flu.
and i dont like wannabes like youknowwho. seriously puts me off.
i miss vietnam. the serenity is really what i need now. i realised thats why i miss it so much.
cos the time i spent there with the others was the most stress free time ever. during jc so far i mean.
its almost wednesday and i really need to zzz. night.
Monday, March 30, 2009
yay for photoshop.
so some random updates which i happened to think of (:
the shoot on saturday was awesome (: athene really epitomises childhood happiness for me (: and seeing her makes me want to turn back time. (: this is pretty much my favourite shot of the day.(:
so anyways i have nothing much to blog about today (: just that i am really tired. and i am going to try to do my art GO and an econs essay.
and you're worrying me :X
I AM SO FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I CANNOT LOAD MY PHOTOS FROM SATURDAY !?!!!!! SUPER ANNOYING.
I DONT WANT WILLRUN TRAINING TMR, SIAN. AND I DONT WANT TO DO CORRECTIONS. AND I WANT TO BE LESS BUSY. SHUCKS LA.
OKAY I SHOULD STOP COMPLAINING AND GO SLEEP NOW. GOODNIGHT.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i have been so busy. i'll post when i have the time (:
generally life's been tiring but i've been happy (:
ps. fon's sister is the cutest little girl i have ever known.period.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
today i feel very tired and very lazy to post about my day in detail.
just that during maths tutorial today, a bird flew in, hit the fan, dropped some small grey feathers, brushed against the wall, left a blood stain there, landed on top of the electrical wiring box, and left its organs and severed body parts on the wire case above.
gross.
apart from that, my day wasnt very eventful, cept perhaps dinner. (:
i am very tired (considering i had 8 hours of sleep last night) and i need to think think think what i can do for art tmr and CRAP i have to speed that up. MAJORLY.
kay i shouldnt be blogging now !
ps. the weekend is coming! :D
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
so todaaaay.
GP ! haha it was interesting to see that the percentage passes for gp were as follows. Arts - 51+% Science - 31+%
so funny. like how the arts cohort always has a prejudice (somewhat and generally) against the art when it comes to gp, and vice-versa for maths.
art was good (: miss k likes my ideas for my final work (: so i'll be working on those ideas (: she says i have to work faster though (: so yea (: but i feel all motivated again, in terms of art, considering how down and out i felt about my art results.
so yea (: pretty pleased. (i also didnt get scolded, just a nudge to work more quickly)
math was relatively fun as usual, i like maths i guess? just that i'm lazy to practise on my own. i mostly only do tutorials and revision. which doesnt seem to be sufficient for me..
anyways then i had council today (: i love council very much. i guess i have a somewhat sense of attachment. eventhough we dont really go out tgh much, there's always that connection. (: HAHA (: that makes it special and makes me happy.
what annoyed me was that my nose was so stuffy after staying in tt rm. so yea :/ its all runny and blocked. i am also permanently annoyed at the lt2 air con temp. its crazy. and they are not taking our feedback, which is irritating.
i mean, who wants to have a lecture, in like the dairy product department of cold storage. thats how cold it is, tsk.
i've got aaalot of corrections to do. 5 essays pfft. thats madness. oh well ! i realised after mrs tan's pep talk during geog lect, that its only around 6 months till A's. (: and its like, only half a year till it'll be over.
so i'm so dead sure i'm going to make the BEST out of it. i am so sure i'm gonna see my name there, along with bill's (: and we're gonna set a record i guess (: cos SC P's and VP's barely make it up on the slides for topping the cohort (:
(: i am really tired, but i feel suddenly, like the old me again.
i know i may complain (alot) but i guess i gotta keep telling myself that there's always someone out there who is worse off than me. someone out there who would give anything for an education. someone out there who is tired. who is less priviledged. and i am not going to take what i have for granted. i'm going to make the best out of it (:
(: so i'm off to make a study plan. and i need to remind myself not to procrastinate.
i think i will be blogging less regularly now (: yup.
late photos from tingyi's birthday steamboat
i look really happy in all of them (: and its really cos i was really happy (:
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I have struck the idea of a watercolour illustration. showing how happiness has evolved.
From simple bubbles, swans, water, barbie dolls and toys. not forgetting unicorns. To Enid Blyton books and cycling and neopets. To MP3s and riding horses. To being preoccupied with grades, breaks and material goods.
i guess this works cos i have things to explore now. never really thought about this before.
I shall now go read Sam, Bangs & Moonshine (: while waiting for crispy (:
i am dry for art.
today was started off relatively moody, but ended very well. :D
i am pleased with everything so far. just that tmr i have an art tutorial and i need to seriously think where i'm heading with my coursework. and what i am going to do tmr. AH.
happiest ever (:
thank you for everything, and sorry for even thinking that (:
ily.
Monday, March 23, 2009
80 for As.
so today was kinda an alright day. maths was okay econs was disappointing but not so bad i guess geog was the silver lining art was the big disappointment.
so i didnt do so badly, relative to others in general.
but to myself i guess i fell short of expectations. it could be that they were too high, (to start with) or that i just, fell short.
so thinking, reflecting about it, i guess i am most disappointed with art.
i was honestly, very disappointed. to have gotten what i got, relative to others or not.
and yea i just felt like i put in a lot of effort but it didnt show in the grades sigh.
so well i guess if i give up now, i'd be wasting my life away. and i gotta keep reminding myself how much i need to study hard.
its hard but oh well.
18 points at O levels and i wanna see myself reaching 80 at As.
and you doing well too of course (: :D
Sunday, March 22, 2009
credits to my mum, taken at siloso. i edited it though (: 100% of me loves you. 80% of me is looking forward to school tmr because there's H1 math and its corrections (kinda slack) there's PE and i wanna train sprints there's art and i've got ideas i can see you
20% of me is not looking forward to school tmr because it means work all over again.
i've got this really super warm and fuzzy feeling.
and it makes me feel safe and secure and really very happy.
it makes me feel like even if i fail, i'll make it through and i'll be happy.
& it makes me feel like no matter what i do wrong, how much i suck,
how screwed up things could ever get, i'd still have you and
that's all that would really matter just because
i'd still feel warm and happy with you.
this is something really different.
i love you so much.
-hugs.
cause we belong together now,
yeah.
heyyyyyyyyyyyyy life's been great :D
i cant remember the last time i posted,
cos silly me thought that my charger was spoilt which made my disconnectivity from my laptop annoy me so much that i didnt bother trying ta fix it cos i figured i'd get more annoyed so yeaaa.
until today i really couldnt stand it
(plus i need the new timetable heh)
so i tried and TADAAAH it works
-.-"
lame to the max i know, but yea :D
haha so i guess here's a long post coming up,
since crispy wants to know how my dayS went from like, how i'd tell it to my friends so..
yea :D
haha i realise i really really log my days,
cos i guess i dont wanna forget :D
okaaaay so here goes -
THURSDAY of the March Break!
I spent it at Siloso Beach at Sentosa :D
with my family (:
it was awesome (:
havent been to the beach to tan in ages so it was good (:
it was noticeable
and very strange
that i was like the only girl around my age at the beach that day-
making me feel veryyyy..
weird?
but i guess i got over it lol.
so i only put sunblock on my face and shoulders,
and so now,
i am as red/pink as a ripe mango everywhere else except my face
-.-"
its super hotttt (and painful)
but oh well (:
i have a nice tan now (i think?)
my brother and dad went to underwater world,
so my sis and i got tattoos
(:
(they arent real if youre wondering :P )
i got a unicorn of course (:
at my hip bone (:
its nice haha.
but it isnt permanent :/
(:
i know this is going to make me sound much more like a little girl than a president of a student council but
my dad got me a glittery purple dolphin soft toy from underwater world :D
its small and super cute
and the best part is the small specks of silver glittery stuff :D
my (super awesome) bf said that i should name it polka dot(s)
soooo :D
yea haha :D
theeeen i returned Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist with Crispy (:
who pei-ed me all the way to Gardens
and then Dhoby Gaut :D
(HUGS)
then i met the angels and mortals for dinner at Fish&Co.
It was awesome seeing them all again :D
yea, to sum the night up it was awesome (:
I was reaaally tired that day,
but happy happy and
happy.
FRIDAY :D D's 18th :D HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY :D
basically spent the day at Novena,
Boulder Active 09.
(:
the guys were in isolation lol,
so i hung out with briana for most of the time,
watching the climbers (:
it was pretty awesome :D
some were really super ZAI !
haha yea like so imba.
(:
it was good being there to support you (:
i had dinner with crispy and the climbers
and the other gfs lollll.
(:
then we went to adidas and i got new shoes :D
:D
took what seemed like ages to decide lol
between black and pink,
ended up with pink (:
(:
bused home with chris and tse siong (:
SATURDAY :D
Caught Street Fighter after lunch :D
aha it was okay (:
i dont like that annoying desperate housewives guy.
his face some how looks so (fake?)
and perhaps the story needed more background for bison.
but it was okay (:
aha.
we then got STUCK in the rain at cine
-which reinforces how much i dislike the way rain inconveniences.
we ended up buying a 7 eleven umbrella :D
AHA which was cute in a very funny way :D
and i was wearing magenta-purple anddd crispy's jacket which was cute :D
and like i havent worn a skirt this whole year cept for CNY (:
so it felt good HAHA.
(:
it looked cute in a funny way with the jacket lol (:
haha which made me happy in a retarded way lol.
(:
then i went to meet the girls :D
not before chionging to pull and bear and f21 at vivo!
and and and !
i found my stud ring :D
at f21 (:
for $7 (:
which made me really happy.
if you were there with me,
you'd know what i mean !
cos i was like chionging shopping
(which is relatively difficult if you know what i mean)
PLUS
at f21, the rings are all in BOWLS.
so you have to like, fish for what you want lol.
i was going to leave,
but i decided to just try and
YAYYYYY OMG.
LUCKY MUCH.
(:
so i was very happy :D
meeting the girls was awesome too :D
feels like i havent been that retarded in such a long time !
:D
and meeting them always leaves me feeling very high and happy.
which is good (:
YEAH (:
so we went to tingyi's place for her bday dinner (:
which was greattttt :D
steamboatttttt, yummy !
:D
and WIIII :D
haha which was so funny,
rayman is kinda creepy in a weird tim burton charater-y kinda way.
and camwhoring lol :D
:D
it was late late late when i left,
like 1050pm,
so i reached home like around 1130 lol.
which is the latest this whole week !
lol.
talked to crispy on the phone (:
good ending to a good day (:
and i guess since its Sunday,
the hols are ending ):
welllllllllllllllll,
its my last year in SRJC,
best make the most out of it (:
i'll upload the photos when bing xun and tingyi upload them (:
oh and i realised!
i've been shopping lol.
i got a new bag, new shoes and my stud ring (:
which are basically all the things i set out to get (:
cept the flats from River Island but yea (:
:D
Even though the hols have been packed and crazy and everything,
i'm happy to have had time with the a4 girls, my family and you (:
and i wouldnt have had it any other way.
and i mean that in its entirety.
and i guess now that its Sunday,
i'm having mixed feelings.
i'm happy with the break,
but ah the work again.
its like a vicious cycle of chasing breaks somehow.
or like, finding smth to look forward to, and throwing my anchor there.
but well,
i guess from now on.
every morning,
i gotta remind myself what i'm studying for.
what i'm looking forward to,
years from now.
and hopefully from now till the end of As it'll keep me working happily (:
(:
for now,
i'm just feeling so blessed with everything (:
especially you (:
and even if school stresses me out,
i know that at least you're there (:
so here's a song for you,
and its very relevent when it comes to the chorus (:
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
secondhand.
suddenly i feel all fat and ugly and awful. sigh. like i really wanna dig myself a hole and live there, alone. eventhough i know i only mean this at this exact moment. okay i feel so shitty now. SO SHITTY. i shall sleep it away or smth. goodnight, world.
today was fun (: i'll post the photos from today after i get them from bing xun. (:
so we met amanda and bojun for lunch (: which was greattt (:
rented Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, which was kinda sweet in a weird-ish annoying way (: (for the record, its one more movie that i DIDN'T cry at :D)
then we went for dinner with his clique (: which was more comfortable than i expected haha. so i think i have passed the phase of maximum paiseh-ness with meeting his friends and stuff :D -i can strike more friends of the list of your friends that i'm supposed to meet ! :D
we took more photos tgh, haha or rather, his friends took more photos of us (: LOL they're a nice bunch (:
anyways ! tmr i'm gg to the beachhhhh at 8am :D yay sentosa :D i am really very excited and i cant wait and and and i really hope you can come too.
:D
i need to decide what to wear :D ah and there's the angel-mortal catch up dinner tmr too (: cant wait.
(: this has been an awesome march break so far (: and of course, an awesome two months (: ♥
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Because i'm bored.
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nope. But my parents later realised that my sister and i were both names of characters in Bewitched haha.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? The Curious Case of Benjamin Button?
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Yes.
4. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? I'm not married... NO.
5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? HAHA YES.
6. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Sometimes? But not alot lol.
7. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? YES.
8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Not with the risks possible.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Wafflecrisp?
10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Nope
11. SOMEWHERE YOU'D LIKE TO GO ON VACATION The caribbean.
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Anderson's Baileys Scorced Almond or Island Creamery's Teh Tarik
13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Smile (:
14. RED OR PINK? Depends what kind of red or what kind of pink. Bright pink, pale red.
15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? High expectations of myself. Sometimes.
16. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? -
17. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Grey shorts and no shoes cos i'm home.
18. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? nothing.
19. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Magenta-purple, almost fuchsia.
20. FAVORITE SMELL? HAHA :X
21. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE CRISPYYYY (:
22. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? I chose to do this randomly.
23. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Soccer's about the only sport i watch lol.
24. HAIR COLOR? DARK DARK BROWN.
25. EYE COLOR? DARK BROWN.
26. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? NOPE.
27. FAVORITE FOOD hard choice! not very fussy though. fast food wise, MOS burger please (:
28. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy endings?
29. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Shrek2? or the Curious Case of Benjamin Button in the cinema.
30. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? RED
31. SUMMER or WINTER? Summer
32. HUGS OR KISSES? Hugs
33. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Painting People in Watercolour
34. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? not using one..
35. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Desperate housewives (:
36. FAVORITE SONG(S). currently? When i'm with you.
37. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? uhhh neither?
38. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? LA.
39. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? does being busy count hurr hurr.
40. WHERE WERE U BORN? Gleneagles.
41. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? No ones.
42. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER? Vietnam trip! HAHA :D
43. WHO DO YOU LOVE THE MOST? The person knows (:
44. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? HUHHHH i think i'd rather vegetables.
45. WHERE IS THE LAST PLACE YOU ATE OUT FOR DINNER? The kopitiam below my blk (:
ART TRIP TO NUS MUSEUM and NTU
so the art trip after math today was pretty awesome (: i'll let the photos do smth talking before i continue lol.
there was a really cool work with suspended guitars with really long strings (: reminds me of crispy (:
and i found this cool cos the fluorescent lamps are PAINTED, not real. and at first glance i thought they were real.
HAHA, i havent posted a specs-less pict in awhile so...lol. the eyebags are terrible, in real life.
Highlight of the visit was Ng Eng Teng's exhibition (: This sculpture's titled Hopeful (: one of the nicer ones, i like the mother and child theme which he developed.
for the non SOVA people, Ng Eng Teng is one of Singapore's famous artists, primarily a sculptor. He's got a very unique style. He focuses on the human figure, but stylises the form such that his scupltures are like, human jigsaws, somewhat (:
:D
i was dutifully making notes on Ng Eng Teng, since he's part of our syllabus, and you know how awfully hard it is to obtain info on artist, much more, LOCAL artists.
i like this work because its colourful. and juxtaposes the nature, somehow. though i cant really read much into it since it is pretty contemp and abstract.
so anyways (: thats not all that happened today!
maths was good too, i quite like Sampling so far. The fact that i really read the lecture book and started on the tutorial during the lecture really drained me by the time we went to ntu after nus.
nonetheless, the visit to ntu was good, provided more choices (: so it was good that way.
one thing i hate though, its horribly far. NTU is like, further than jurong east. so when i trained all the way home (and i mean all the way) it was like one and a half hours of travelling. and i was so sleepy.
now i know why crispy wants to learn driving (good for me also :D lol)
so anyways, dinner, some sketching or rather, doodling..
i shall wait for crispy to go home (:
aaand i have no more compulsory sch this week except art on friday :D YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
aaand, i am very much looking forward to tomorrow :D and the rest of the week too. ♥
movies which i wanted to catch in 2008, that i never found the time to-
Ps I love you Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist Quantum of Solace
That's prolly about it. Though i dont mind watching these movies again- Definitely, Maybe Twilight
Monday, March 16, 2009
and once again, i am very happy to have my nike triangle grey and black bag yay (: thanks mummy :D
(: oh and the trip to the library was pretty awesome (: managed to browse every book under the artists section. and didnt really find a suitable one, cept perhaps, gustav klimt (: i like the use of colours and rendering of fabric so i shall look into that (: found more interesting books on watercolour- painting faces in particular.. anddd yea watercolour is cathartic really (: enjoy it.
okay there's desperate housewives (:
(: and because i happen to really like this song (: have a listen (eventhough it has NO LINK to my current situation (: )
i finally have the triangles :D
i guess i'm high m in the see-like-buy/must get sense but other than that, i'm really not (:
so the Principal's Rally was better than i expected (: feel motivated and def more directed in terms of doing what i ought to in order to get to where i want to (:
so yea (: jc2 Forum coming up, gotta plan for that ! (:
aaand i met mummy for lunch at Bishan MOS (which is the worst MOS in my opinion) we had to wait like 20 mins- ridiculous following which the fries werent cooked ?! and yea it wasnt satisfactory, bleah. Novena or PS anytime.
and then she got me the triangles :D haha which happened to be the only piece, lol.
so now i'm home and happy (: i have a headache though :/ gonna rest up then head to the library then meet crispy for dinner (:
anddddd one more thing i am so happy this is private now, cos she aint stalking me anymore. :D yes (:
okay i shall use my motivated-ness to get me research-ing for art (: :D see ya.
ps. this font feels more triangle-y :D and i like triangles now.
Running after you.
So i decided to this here instead of on facebook, since people are more likely to read it here, thus making this more reader efficient, lollll.
1. Put your iTunes on "shuffle". 2. For each question, skip to the next song to get your answer. You must use the title of that song as your answer, no matter how silly it may sound.
1. What would you say if someone were to say, "Is this o.k.?" Another Again - John Legend
2. What do you like in a guy / girl? Those sweet words - norah jones
3. How do you feel today? I hate this part right here - the PCD
4. What is your life's purpose? Over it - Katherine McPhee
5. What is your motto? Dont miss you - Amy Pearson (LOL?)
6. What do your friends think of you? Be OK - Ingrid Michaelson
7. What do you think of your parents? Thunder - BLG
8. What do you often think about? Home - Kit Chan (HAHA THIS IS FUNNY)
9. What is 2 + 2? All about you - Mc Fly
10. What do you think of your best friend? I dont want to miss a thing - aerosmith
11. What do you think of the person you like? Without love - Hairspray soundtrack
12. What is your life story? I stand all alone - bryan white (ERRRRR LOL)
13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Skyway avenue - we the kings
14. What comes to mind when you see the person you like? Save me - Corrinne May
15. What do your parents think of you? I melt with you - jason mraz cover
16. What will you dance to at your wedding? My Immortal - Evanessence
17. What will they play at your funeral? Say OK - vanessa Hudgens
18. What is your hobby / interest? If i kissed you - corrinne may (HAHA)
19. What do you think of your friends? Message in a bottle - john mayer
20. What is the worst that could happen? Collide - Howie Day
21. How will you die? Heaven only knows - john legend (WHOAH HAHA)
22. What is the one thing you regret most? Miss Independent - Neyo (LOLLL, no i dont regret this?)
23. What makes you laugh? You are the music in me - HSM2
24. What makes you cry? Stories - Disney Soundtrack
25. Will you ever get married? Forever Young - Alphaville
26. What scares you the most? Ordinary People - John legend
27. Does anyone like you? Somewhere i belong - linkin park
28. If you could go back in time, what would you change? For you i will - teddy geiger
29. What hurts right now? Lips of an angel - hinder
30. What will you post this as? Running After you - Planet shakers
Sunday, March 15, 2009
:?
i dont know why i feel like this cos i'm really very happy with things now.
you know how last year, when things were all screwy and confusing and killing me, i used to sometimes hope that i'd get into an accident on the way home. of course i never hoped for it to the extent of hurting myself, but still, i guess when i think back on those thoughts, i realise the extent of pressure.
so anyways now that cts are over, it kinda still feels stifling. maybe cos things arent going my way.
but well i'll get over it and make the best of the march break. so dont worry too much. (:
(:
i miss vietnam.
okay so that was two months ago, but still! sighhh.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be.
So today was the YJ carnival which was pretty cool (or rather, hot) cant contemplate smth like that happening in SR. lol.
no purple balloon, but i got photos :D Crispy wanted to take the photo! :D it turned out really nice (:
we took a photo with D too :D and it was awesome seeing him again! :D
:D then chris and i walked around for a bit :D and i found a white pyramid stud earning which he got me and which i wore instantly :D new favourite earring ! :D
the march break is here, one word for that, awesome.
(: it already looks packed though :/// cos there's school and art and catch ups. it looks very packed :S it already looks like we'll barely have time for each other ): but i guess we'll work smth out. (:
i am nowwww working on smth ;D and quite happy and excited and very much looking forward to the march break. ILY :D
oh and and and i wanna get my triangles soooooon please! (:
RANDOM STRING OF PHOTOS. WITH NOT MUCH LINK.
LOL.
If you watched this episode of grey's anatomy,
you'll know what i mean when i say its the ultimate super aww sweet.
this is cute and funny.
HAHA :D
HIIIII CRISPYYYYYY :D
HAPPY GIRL (:
TRIANGLES ARE LOVE.
ORIGAMI CRANE PRINTS ARE AWESOME.
THIS IS SO CUTE AND FUNNY !
Friday, March 13, 2009
HI QUEK RUI ZHEN SARAH!
THIS UPDATE IS DEDICATED TO YOU, (SO DONT COMPLAIN LOL.)
sooooo today! haha council meeting was normal (: POSTER DESIGNING FOR EARTH WEEK (:
was supposed to play pool, but then in the end i went home early cos i had to take zac out.
and taking him out was a bad idea. i repeat, BAD IDEA.
remind me never to take him out again. even though, everytime i take him out, i tell myself i wont ever again, but in the end i still do. oh and if you're wondering, zachary's my brother.
anyways :D crispy met us and we had dinner :D and ICECREAM. AT ISLAND CREAMERY YAY.
so there's one craving, satisfied :D i had teh tarik and apple pie, yummy.
crispy had chendol and kahlua latte, which was both yummy :)
and zac had cookies and cream, AS USUAL.
so anyways we bused back and zac threw a tantrum cos crispy wanted to sit with me :D so aww. :D
so yea :D it was awesome despite the annoyingness emanating from zac.
:D tmr there's a carnival at YJ :D soooooo we're going :D and that means i'll get to meet D :D like yayyyyyyyyyy. after 94238470843289321084 years. haha. so excited :D must take photos k !
:D there's matteo's and daniela's birthday in the evening (: so im looking forward to that too :D havent seen theo in so long :D
:D (AND D JUST TOLD ME THERE ARE GG TO BE BALLOONS HAHA SO FUN :D i hope there are purple balloons :D yay i cant wait!)
:D and i need to remember to save up for the triangles :D (so anti climax lollll.)
haha yea :D i am looking forward to march term break. its never really a break. but still, its better than nothing. for one, there's no need to wear full u everyday so thats a break i should appreciate. i can also not bring books to school cos there's like one or two lects a day only. :D so yay.
(i think i'm quite hyper now hurrr :D) i just found some awesome stuff with awesome origami prints on it - you know how i like origami prints as hard to find as they are.. :D
okay i shall stop this random rambling here :D
:D have an awesome weekend :D
going out for dinner tonight (:
with two crispy and my bro, lol. (: ICECREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM :D
i cant wait :D i hope its not so crowded thoughhhh.
anyways yea (: common tests are over ! (: and yes i am happy.
gotta speed up my pace for art though.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
i just found THE bag pack that i wanna get. saw it while out with crispy earlier (:
its nice, me-ish and its black and grey which i like. its a nike :D soooo, i need to SAVE up (if thats even possible going at my spending rate, ...) haha.
anyways OMG YAY COMMON TESTS ARE OVERRR!!!!!!!!!! O.V.E.R. :D
its not freedom yet, there's still lots to do. like art. not to mention the aftermath of common tests.... so i'm not getting too hyped up about it. kinda sad, and this is really the crux of my coursework. lol.
anyways i have things i want to do. and i'm going to get to do them during this holiday, sooooo, its better i guess.
(: i am really happy now. and so thats all that matters (:
i am left with two more artists to cover, namely bill viola and gary hill. oh oh and NJP.
i dont really like the first two much though oh well (not a huge fan of video art)
anyways i was thinking i think when you stop talking to friends for awhile, and when you suddenly catch up with them, you tend to think that they've changed, when in all actuality, they're really the same.
just a random realisation. okay i know i can wake up later tmr hehe. anything later than 6.15am is later lol.
sooooo, i'm gonna take my own sweet time to get to bed tonight. haha. :D
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
when i kiss you, i('ll) still get butterflies years from now, when i'm with you.
today was a good day, geog was good, studying was great (:
art's at 2 tmr (: happy happy.
then its no more common tests yo (: (ah then results, shucks. i so hope i do okay in econs or else..)
okay i will leave you with a super sweet song, and you know who it's for :D
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
i am having a major moodswing. dont feel like revising any more geog. i am sick of hydro. globalisation is cool, hydro is just. so linked up and confusing and i dont like it, and i dont like rivers. or rain. or floods. or anything hydro related. its irritating, and irritating and irritating. and i am in a highly bad mood.
i am reconsidering wanting to be a geologist, HURR. i dont think i like rocks and weathering that much to have to tolerate hydrology pfft.
i want common tests to be friggin over. i want my life back. and i need a major break. i've been so drained in school that all my posts seem so surface. its like, i'm talking to myself.
freakkkkkk.
i have almost four books of geog to study, lol. with no clue on what to focus on for globalisation, lucky for that i should be able to work my way out of it- or rather, write my way out of it.
best get the content for hydro drilled in. and i still think that 2hours 15mins isnt enough for 2 drq and 2 essays. so gonna get a hand cramp, plus, it looks like i'm going to freeze to death.
okay i best get studying.
one more thing, on the brighter side, today was okay, and after tomorrow, it'll only be art :D (which i am kinda scared of now, cos new media representation is kinda hard to talk about.) but yea (:
MARCH HOLS! (:
Monday, March 09, 2009
private now :D
i think i look really very happy in that photo (: no need to guess whyyy.
anyways this is private now, looks set to be permanent (: so if you can read this..... :D you're one of the few.
okay omg i ought to be doing maths :/ ah bleah, i'll wait till ten :X
so its private (: to keep the stalkers out. namely, the 11 year old one.
gp was good, econs was kinda not so good (in other words, pretty much BAD)
well, its 930pm, i'm so tired from today, anddd i havent really touched maths :X WHICH IS BAD. i think i will force absorb after this, (lucky its only functions, integration, differentiation, probability, normal distr and binomial distr.) but ah, i dont like all cept like, Probability and maybe differentiation. i happen to really dislike normal distr (cos i like binomial and normal confuses me) and i hate rate of change in differentiation. BLEAH, i can never get that - since like sec3.
so well, hope to get at least a D? after all there's the GC so i hope it goes well.
I am looking forward to studying for geog tmr :D and then art art art yay, and then no more :D so fast :D so happy.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
you make me happy. ily.
List of things to do after common tests.
1. Go to the beach.
2. Get this from River Island, and in the meanwhile, hope they'll still have it on thurs.
3. Watch Watchmen with Crispy.
4. NOT SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH YOU MUGGING.
5. Meet up with the Vietnams for lunch/dinner
and i'll really just be happy with that. since tmr's monday, i know the weeks going to fly by so i'm really looking foward to the end of common tests.
i am REALLY looking forward to the end of common tests. You have no idea.
i'm at threadless.com and i think i need new awesome tshirts. lol.
i think the whole concept of being a responsible blogger really does crop up when i post. i am seriously contemplating whether i ought to make this private. there are several reasons for this, as follows.
1. To keep stalkers from all walks of life OUT. This includes those who want to get to know more about me, for some reason which they fail to reveal. It freaks me out. Fair enough? 2. So that people i dont really know, wont form incorrect impressions of me from this blog. 3. What happens in my life, aint much to you if you're a complete stranger, so..why not close it?
so those are the three arguments for making this private. the only argument to keeping it open, is to make it hassle free for the people in my life who actually want to know what's going on.
so i guess, give me your comments about it, and i'll see what to do.
meanwhile, it would help if you stop freaking me out. and yea, TAKE A HINT.
sometimes i think i tolerate too much crap from people i dont necessarily even know! ugh.
ANYWAYS enough about that shtuff, just got home from a good day of studying. :D i am happy (: and i'm not going to let a young girl ruin my mood and motivation to research for art and study.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
and okay i need to bathe and drink more water cos i feel so dehydrated. aaand i feel like eating sushi buffet at sakae. somehow. lol. okay random (:
so todayyyyyyyyyy,
i'll post chronologically to make it more readable (:
C for 2.4km (: so A A A A B C (: yay gold.
the water pipe in school burst- meaning, no water to flush, drink, wash hands. everything. kinda highlighted how dependent i am on water. cos i had to walk to the pub water tank which came to get water to paint my watercolour. lol. not to mention, the portable toilets, cleanest ones i've ever seen! HAHA.
(: lessons progressed, class conference on dreams (: was nice. (:
tried to do art after everything, but i kinda lost the mood.. so i went to the locker to keep the hydro books. bumped into dud who was awesome to talk to.. thanks dud (:
bused home and here i am (:
so (: i'm glad i'm through my napfa (: worried for results tmr :/ like seriously :( i guess, there's nothing much i can do now la :S so yea :/ looks like i'm not gonna get much sleep tonight!
but i'm looking forward to meeting the rest of 1A04 '08 tmr (: for lunch (: yay. :D
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
its bad that i want to fastforward to after common tests.
at the same time i want to work harder. because i dont want to disappoint again. i need to remind myself, i'm not going to disappoint again. cos that feeling. a year ago. its awful, and yea, you get the idea...
with that said, i've been a happy girl today (: dinner with 9/10 of the clique was awesome (: as usual, we made ALOT of noise haha.
but it was fun (: i'll let the pictures do the talking once Swah uploads them, LOL. minus the unglam ones jess was trying to take hurrr ! haha.
(: common tests coming up. oh and did i mention. i was so super tired ytd, i thought that today was thurs (so funny). so i packed ALL MY PE STUFF. only to realise on the way to school, that today was wednesday. Crispy, your forgetfulness is catching onto meeeeeeeeeee. lol. i love you all the more :D
and i still have Fences on repeat ! aha. okay i need to go sleep, my 2.4km run is tmr, and this time i'm sure LOL.
so yea (: some dedications-
dear D fzy, hang in there okay ? (: j2s tough, we'll make it through- and be proud of ourselves k! -hughughug.
dear J, you're awesome, and i mean that, so dont emo (: smile :D
dear crispy, i know you know that you know :D _ ____ ___. (fill in the blanks) clue, its to do with you, me and a four letter word starting with l. :D
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
so its an official realisation. i generally dont like Exs. Then again, who does?
until you come outside says: anyways (: yea happy nw
until you come outside says: and that matters
until you come outside says: i mean, thats all that matters
i guess sometimes i just think too much. time to catch some Zs. goodnight.
(:
today was alright, very draining, but its all good now :D
and like mr tan kk said, if you leave a good imp with the marker in your conclusion, its better. soooo like an econs essay, my day is relatively alright (: cos of the ending part. haha.
(: lotsa things to look forward to this week (: ♥, dinners, more watercolour- which i am beginning to love, and common tests next week - which means, intensive mugging this week, but no more chionging studying from next thurs onwards, oh joy. (:
anyways i'm thinking of artist reference for my work now :/ tricky since art and the internet dont really go well for research, much prefer the nlb. . .
aaand i wanna paint but it looks like N.O.W i'm too lazyyy lol. the dialogue today was motivating in ways. i need to remind myself of my goal. cos i seem to have forgotten. sooooo yea. (:
i wanna go to SAM again, and sit in front of Hong Kyoung Tack's Painting, Pencil 2. and just gaze at it, its really inspiring ! (: the colour, tedious-ness and everything! awesome.
anyways while i am waiting for tuition to end, i am forcing my eyes to stay opennnn :/
and i have my 2.4km run, which i have have have to get a C for, since i already got As cept B for pull ups. so yea, cant wait for that to be O.V.E.R.
okay i know i have the run tmr, but i am waiting, sleepy and there's bnj in the fridge so.... icecream time :D
Sunday, March 01, 2009
the thing that annoyed me today was the rain. so irritating okay. i was so annoyedddddddddd. super annoyeddd. dont believe me, ask chris.
anyways shant elaborate on that. it compelled me to study econs anyways. just left with the effects of inflation. and market failure revision. (: for econs only. then i still have to drill all of that into my head. seeing as how notes wouldnt suffice for my already high conc. memory.
half watching casino royale now. and the ending is really sad ): like, really really really super super super sad. ): ): ): you get the idea, sigh. imagine watching your loved one die. when you just couldnt help. seriously. ): it would take so much strength to get on with life. ah empathy.
and with that said i really cannot understand violence.
its the supersad ending of casino royale now ): and then i am going to be all awww-sad that i wont be able to do my art essay properly, so i'm gonna end up procrastinating till tmr. which. is. bad.