okay i am finally done with my SGC. (: My eyes are killing me. No time for econs hw. lol.
nothing to say.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
okay i am going to watch episode 11 of Harper's Island so i need to go bathe. :D :D :D
lol it honestly feels like the first day of school all over again ! (: new notebook, and new mindset. hopefully that helps pull up my grades and stuff. (:
so since it feels like the start of the year (hurr) all over again, here are some resolutions for Term 3:
Prepare for all tutorials consistently. Write out econs essays and case studies dutifully. Go for geog consultations. Use Study slots wisely. I.e. Complete my geog revision notes. Finish coursework without much rushing.
okay well i guess thats all pretty specific stuff which i have in mind so i hope i can live up to that (: apart from post june hols blues, i guess i'm pretty hyped up for the run ahead. (: its like 4 months and 2 weeks to A levels, which is AWESOMELY scary and yet exciting.
so well, i will be blogging a lot less, studying a lot more (: i want to do well for A levels.
(: and tonight i feel particularly optimistic about it (: considering that last night i wanted to sew a die, econs thing for my bag hurr. hopefully this optimism is enough to last me till A's. I also hope i wont burnout (not looking forward to the Will Run) Going to take everything in my stride, esp for econs (and this is self assurance)
so yeah. i also am looking forward to 21st july. Stepping down ): hopefully all goes well (:
So yeah (again) it looks like its going to be a difficult path the next few months, mugging and all.... need to get into a better study habit (: like before (when i was single and very directed) with that said it's good to remember this-
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Okay so today was good (: woke up late, like really late. like 12 pm (LOL) (and i'm supposed to be adjusting to Monday, LOL)
watched Britain's next top model cycle 2 (: and it looks really amazing. training to be a model and stuff (: the shoots also looked amazingly fun (: and the accents are awesomestuff (: so it looks pretty cool and different and all (: and lianna looks really awesome (: i couldnt find photos of the shots i liked but this video sums it all up (:
i also got more buttons from chinatown today (: and as luck would have it.... studs :D haha. finally.
its also just dawned upon me that i have yet to touch art for eons :S tmr is also the last day of the hols, and i want very much to go to to Starbucks tomorrow ! because i havent gone during the entire june holiday ! like seriously.
haha i am also still thinking about that cotton cream coloured tshirt at Chinatown (: shall go get it soon :D :D
i am done with my SGC, leaving me with my econs file. (it also just dawned upon me that i havent studied econs much this hols. bleah.) haha either way, i am quite satisfied with the hols work wise- cos i barely had a break apart from sleeping late. andddddd i have been to school damn alot. (:
anyways ah its one day to school. oh welllllllllllll, i shall attempt to enjoy what's left of sunday :D
Thursday, June 25, 2009
today was a really awesome day (:
eventhough the hols are ending and a levels are comingcomingcoming- i have relatively good news. (lol, though technically anything i relation to A levels is good)
i am pretty much done with homework (YAY) except for part 3b for econs essay andddddddd my econs file which should will both be done tmr :D so yay.
today was an awesome day, as i was saying.. (: had lunch with chrispy (: and went shoppinggggg (: got the ring from Diva, after much deliberation and consulatation (thanks sarah :D ) :D happpppppyyyyyyyyyyy :D
(: we walked around alot ! and he survived shopping, lol.
(: then i met my family for Transformers (: which was really awesomeeeeeeeeee. i wanna watch it again (:
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Do you think anyone could ever get so frustrated that they'd even get annoyed by the people closest to them?
here's the thing.
i cant stand econs. looking for econs assignments is worse. not being able to find most of it is worst.
i seriously am beginning to hate the subject.
on top of that, i have yet to write my SGC. and my speech.
that's not much hw left, but the econs file (!?) is driving me up the wall.
If you'll be my star I'll be your sky
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
sacrifices.
today i felt the stress of being SC pres again. today i realised again what being in the SC means. (i seem to have lost that feel since midyears came around)
and its ironic, but ultimately i think people are selfish. shall not elaborate on this.
so anyways, moody today. i did badly for geog. wasnt expecting that. quite sian, felt lousy.
mrs sim called though and that motivated me in ways. (: gave me the push i need.
apart from that, i learnt a few things today.
1. i like things my way (honestly) 2. i dont like people stealing my job. 3. i am going to study harder. 4. i want to live up to my own expectations 5. i need to make sacrifices. 6. A levels are almost here. 7. I want to do well. (doesnt everybody)
Monday, June 22, 2009
procrastination is the enemyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
today i woke up in pain (!!!) so i went to school lateee. then i spent one million hours trying to get the right colour for the bubbles. Then i spent more time doing the grass and stuff. and in the end, i managed to finish a fair bit of the background though i keep feeling like i am screwing it up (paranoia) and so i have made progress but i dont like it. i dont really like how its turning out :S ah damn.
so anyways, there's geog mock exam tmr (: so i have to chase myself off to mug now (: see you.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
and i think i am beginning to get hungry very very easily.
and this hols, i have eaten more sushi and ice cream than anything else :S (and i still want more sushi and icecream)
so i found this awesome fashion blog. that has really awesome stuff. i really like some of the looks, thought thanks to someone i have become a black shorts=staple clothing type of girl.
(and sometimes i really wonder how someone can have so many clothes.)
Saturday, June 20, 2009
For boyfriends,
♥♥♥ What girls really mean
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the football before helping around the house.
3. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
4. A Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer quickly to No 9 for the meaning of nothing.)
5. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
6. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’, which is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ - that will bring on No. 7)
7. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying, “I'm really fed up."
8. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to No. 4.
9. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in “Fine”. How about we do the guys in our lives a favour and start saying what we actually mean? NO.
ahaha i think this is kinda true in my case. :P
hi i miss you. hurry come back (:
on top of that, i had a nice dinner with mummy today, with nice water chesnut.
(: i also spent most of the day painting, but sad to say- i screwed up the sky. as consolation, the rabbit, trees, castle and lawn look fine. but still. its like the sky ): and i dont know how to fix it.
have to wait till monday. (right now i honestly feel like redoing the whole thing.)
i am trying not to think about that... and tmr i think i need coffee. and Diva. haha.
i think a lot of times, i put a lot of thought into how what i do will affect others. because i dont want to reach a situation where anyone gets unhappy.
ironically so, though.
ah okay its saturday. and there's only one week of the june hols left (!!!) and i still have homeworkkk (haha isnt this normal.)
and i havent started officially on coursework (!!!) okay so it means after this post its lunch, then i'm going to paint till my back achesssss.
(: i am secretly wishing that the hols get longer. and longer. haha if only school procrastinated too right.
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ytd we had the most innovative, interesting and fun night out (:
haha we had a picnic, overlooking kallang and the awesomely nice bridge near tanjong rhu. with three chairs, candles, soup :D and bread and aloe vera :D haha i havent uploaded the photos yet, but when i do you'll get a better idea :D haha. it was funny ! but special of course (: and i was(am) really happy.
haha everyone who walked past kept looking haha. but it was a lovely experience (:(:(:
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
and shucks my memory is seriously going !!!!!
ah damn.
i keep forgetting to do things or forgetting appointments.
fishcakes.
hiiii (:
i'm blogging from regina's laptop,
seeing as how,
over the weekend,
specifically, ytd,
my laptop malfunctioned on me (!!!)
and my home MIO system is also down- meaning there's no internet connection/phone connection either...
(so that's great news hurrrrrrrr, the sarcasm)
anyways i'll be pretty busy,
and i guess its a wake up call to spend less time online slacking on facebook,
and more time on homework,
seeing as how we only have less than two weeks (damn)
so anyways in the remaining week,
i hope to go out with you a couple more times :D
and of course,
exercise, complete my hw and finish up more coursework.
with that said,
it looks like i better get back to painting.
oh and one more thing-
i am not looking forward to next week's episode of Fighting Spiders because it turns out Larry didn't really die (I knew this was coming hurr)
and so he's after Susie and Tony.
ahhhh annoying.
okay.
that's about it for TV stuff :D
back to workkkk.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
starstruck.
sunkissed/sunburnt.
i am going to start on coursework today, officially. that is, no more layouts and measuring paper and testing paint colours. but the actual work. apprehensive, but i need to be confident.
MYE scores are looking not too bad so far- with E for Math, and a U for Econs which was compensated for with a B for Art.
(: i am relieved about the art part. must consistently work hard for SOVA by the looks of it.
The june hols have also been more sunny (: thanks to chrispy and my family.
there's only like one and a half weeks of it left and i stil need to- go out with you to specific places get a pet ^^ start watercolouring do homework. (GP, GEOG, ECONS FILE, MATH) and well thats about it.
and i think i need to treat myself.. haha then again i cant decide whether its worth it financially, and whether its what i really really want haha. sigh.
i also am feeling a little emo about how friday will work out.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
so art camp has been pretty good (: worked till 3am plus on the first day (: it was productive ! but by the next morning i was totally shagged man.
(: i'll post photos soon perhaps (: anyways after coming home from camp i had dinner, then slept for FIFTEEN hours :X needless to say, i'm not sleepy anymore :D
okay harpers island now !
Thursday, June 11, 2009
oh why would i wanna be anywhere else?
today i was in a very sian mood. since last night actually. so for all those people who's smses and calls i rejected, i'm real sorry. i just felt like disowning my hp actually.
today was bearable. art was good i was totally alone :/ and i survived so i guess i'm fine, art camp's tmr, so i prolly wont be blogging.
as you can kinda tell the sian mood hasnt really left me. or actually it has (: and its just someone's spillover. but i guess that's the way it works.
anyways, no photos today, but this song suits my day. fast forward the first like 50secs thats where the song starts.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
ah i have art tmr and i am not quite settled. and its scary cos i am really looking forward to getting started. (gonna get killed tmr i think) and that is what's on my mind now, apart from a bad tummyache. and the fact that the past few days have been awesome.
(:
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
the heat is killing me.
today i woke up feeling really awful. it was a very pleasant surprise that you cabbed all the way down, just to see if i was okay (: and that alone made my day.
bad combination.
you need time. and i need you. :'(
Monday, June 08, 2009
i am becoming a canned coffee junkie. lol.
today i went to Parkway to accompany chris while he had his wisdomo tooth extracted. (: it took 247207810883 hours! and there was so much blood. and i can only imagine how painful it must have been upon seeing the tooth :O poor boy.
it took so long you know, cos it kept bleeding and stuff :/ bumped into val at the clinic (: so coincidental (: haha i also found time to beat the globalbloxx highscore, whoots. :D haha awesome.
:D didnt get to shop as i predicted haha. tmr i have to have to have to get my shots fixed, and my layouts confirmed. so that i can be happy and directed and excited on thursday. (eventhough there's bleah econs in the morning and i am SO DREADING THAT, damn.)
i also have some allergic reaction spots on my face and they are hurting >:(
apart from all the random much stuff, i cant find my My Little Pony Pencil Case anywhere and its making me less colourful ): (or should i say pink)
I also have been thinking about that ring that I saw in Far East and i think it's not really me-ish hurr, its kinda lame how i put so much thought into shopping-related stuff.
Okay, this post has been real random and stuff. I will paint some watercolour stuff tonight, attempt to complete my collage (:
(:
Sunday, June 07, 2009
i was looking for interesting stuff to paint. and this is simply, amazing. its from the US Vogue, May 2009
today was awesome :D
i woke up at eleven plus, met sarah at FarEast and shopped :D surprisingly i didnt spend any cash. i wanted to get this nice nice ring, which was really cute (you will know when you see it) haha it was $20 and i didnt get it !!! (i will get it soon :D) since FarEast is just 20mins from my place.(the joy)
so that's one more thing to my wishlist :D (: i am looking forward to Parkway tmr (: and Corpse Bride :D
Though i still havent figured out where i'm going to get kids for the shoot from. and that's a big thing to deal with :S
apart from that, i am really very tired today :/ i'm gonna google for watercolour inspirations (: and perhaps i will paint smth before i sleep. (:
Saturday, June 06, 2009
today i went to school, i cant believe its saturday, cos i barely did anything and now its 10pm. the week has flown by really fast, which is really scary, cos A levels are coming - not to mention, the return of econs mye paper (damn)
okay so i am scared for mye results, because i want to do well, and the connotations of not doing well, are BAD.
also, normally bad results motivates me to do better the next time around, but with my econs looking so bad, i'm not sure how its going to be. though i guess after stepping down, after art, no more double pe, no more * periods, only revision for h1, i should be fine, and i actually am very optimistic (: but first, i have to step over the hurdle of doing coursework!! starting next thurs (: quite excited since i love watercolour :D
still have to work these few days to finalise my resources though. once that's done, i can start painting (:
art today was good though i had to cab down (AGAIN) making me broke (AGAIN) i think more than half my allowance goes to cabbing. think of it this way, i pay, to sleep more heh.
finalized stuff as mentioned roughly above. and yeah cant wait to get started :D
i was moody ytd, so i forgot to mention how fun my day was :D shopped at art friend :D awesome stuff.
masking fluid is amazing. watercolour pad ! (means now i can paint at HOME YAY) new drawing pen :D and some random cool stuff :D (and damn i didnt know i could apply for membership lol)
I also bought the most awesome file on earth. you know those normal L shaped folders? the thin plastic ones? A'n'BC at Raffles City had ones with glitter in them. so instead of the usual normal matte plastic ones, they were SHINY. like, those shiny stickers kind of shiny. AWESOMEZZ.
haha the only downside its that the print is HELLO KITTY. but i guess its red and black and white and it has ribbons so its okay :D i will surely show you the awesome-ness (HAHAHA) when school reopens :D
haha i spent like 42704328102804 hours shopping with chris at Raffles City, Plaza Sing and Art Friend. From like 3 all the way till 7. haha longest so far (: could have been longer (: but then i wasnt in the best of moods and he was carrying a heavy bag so yea (:
found quite a load of awesome stuff- which i shall list;
1. Nice hair bobby pin from Accessorize- its got a flat pink circle at the end, with a golden lark on it. 2. Nice flats from River Island, with jewels and a ribbon and nice shiny stuff 3. Nice flats from Springfield- which are the most awesome kind of purple! (but its the flappy noisey feel-like-you're-walking-without-shoes kind) 4. Turquoise heart earrings from River Island !!!! (which are TOTALLY me, you have to see them haha) 5. That nice lose flowy very Tribal-art-ish printed dress from Dorothy Perkins 6. More PINK stuff from Top shop 7. Lady and the Tramp jibblets from Crocs !
and of course, the one thing that i couldnt find anywhere so far, the my little pony pencil case ):
okay i shall go HUNT for that at Parkway on Monday while he gets his wisdom tooth extracted :X
haha then for dinner, (PFFFFT) but then, it was all awesome cos sarah came to meet us anyways :D and we had sushi from carrefour and sat outside to eat and it was fun. and different :D and we should do that again definitely :D
(: thennnnnnnn we all went home, the end. haha. tmrrrrr sarah is coming over to do tiedyezzzz and we are going to fareast for awhileeee. haha ah i want to drop by ohsofickle and and and now that exams are over i can wear a dress again :D joyjoyjoy.
i am really happy for sme weird unknown reason but ohwell. :D happy is good. goodnight :D
Friday, June 05, 2009
i dont feel like doing most of the stuff which i said i felt like doing during the hols anymore. and i dont know why. ):
i woke up at eight thirty when i have no school, can you believe it?
(haha chris you cant call me sleepyhead anymore ! (: )
and now i feel like watching Corpse Bride but i cant find the disk :/ maybe i'll stick with stardust (:
cant wait to go out later (:
Hopeful by Ng Eng Teng (i like this sculpture and it sums up my mood.)
there's a whole load of photos i have been randomly saving in my PICTS folder. when A levels are over, i am going to paint one every day, in watercolour, of course. and be happy. (:
Thursday, June 04, 2009
today, art was good. dinner was good. meeting amanda was good :D being sent home was good :D being asked whether i was a princess was amusing. lol.
tomorrow i dont have to go to school. (:
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
i am very bored :/ siannnnnnnnnn.
ah okay tmr i am meeting amanda for dinner. tmr i get to do mre sketches with advice. tmr is one day closer to friday- which is the only day i dont have to be in school from 9-5. friday is also the sakae sushi buffet day (MAJOR YAY) friday is also the day i am going to artfriend to get watercolour paper which is nice and soft and nice, and not really hard like the ones i normally use. (i want a watercolour pad!) i also realllly want to sleep. (but i am waiting for you to end tuition) fb is lagging and irritating me TTM.
okay i am gg to sleep earlyearly tonight <8
haha the colour pencil sketch turned out horrible when its only 5% done cos i got the colours wrong- now you know why i prefer pencil or pen or watercolour !!! (: so i gave up on it heh.
i also stopped doing geog hw cos i'm not sure if the answers have to be written in full lol.
i feel extremely fat thanks to dessert. ):
today i managed to finish a water colour painting in like 3hours. pleased with it (: i have, however, to do a colour pencil sketch :S which is difficult.
anyways my daddy got me a milo mcflurry for dessert, happy!
and eventhough i couldnt sleep from 4-5am ytd, i am in a surprisingly very very pleasant mood :D:D
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
the june break is an irony.
i know that eventhough its a month long, it isnt a month long because there're so many hours spent on school. and the best part is, that it's necessary, i know that, you know that, everyone who's taking their A levels knows that. so we just have to use our hols. its like, taking sucky medicine, knowing it's good for you.
so you might be wondering, since we have both come to the realisation, that the june hols arent hols cos we're taking A levels and we gotta study, you shouldnt complain about it. complaining doesnt help. we're all going throught the same thing anyways, you can complain, i can complain, doesnt help.
this is ironic. complaining doesnt help, but yet, it does. its like crying. it helps you externalise pressure. the reason why i complain, is because of the stress. the stress, the pressure, and personal desire to succeed. its like i am forcing myself, for my own good. and complaining's just an outlet for it. you know what i mean?
anyways sigh, i know its hard, we both know taking A levels is hard, this is cliche- but there's truth in every cliched phrase- nobody said it was going to be easy.
so i guess at times we(i) may complain but at the end of the day, we(i) know we gotta just, hang in there.
if you want something done, do it yourself.
i am currently editing the invest script and programme and its kinda nostalgic.
i am also looking for walk in music for the 21st, but this time around i know we have to look for walk-out music as well, which is sad.
at the same time, i'm relieved to be passing the reins over, and being free. i wonder how it'll feel. to not have to worry about things. and ah you know i am the 'if you want smth done do it yourself' kind of person. so its kinda weird for me. like, ah idk how to say but if you know me you will surely know what i mean LOL.
anyways since i am spending practically everyday in school doing art, it is highly likely that all i ever blog about is ART lol.
had a photoshoot today, so it was fine. except that sun time (spending time in the sun) gave me a bad headache.
the ceramics room was good though. and it was good being free and not watched.. (:
ah there is prison break on now and omg omg omg sarah is alive. AH i am damn friggin happy for michael. so happy so happy so happy yay :D AWW.
apart from that there's nothing much going on. which is sad. though i am looking forward to dinner with amanda on thurs, sushi on friday, choir camp, art camp and those dates with chris there's smth about this june hols that aint the same. i'll blog bout this separately!
Monday, June 01, 2009
so the first day of school during the june hols was pretty alright.
tmr i'll be shooting for my final layout in the morning. i didnt have the foresight to get a dslr from gina today, so i still have to wake up at 8 am and get it from her at school at nine -.-" anyways i am feeling more settled since my final coursework idea is settled :D i'm doing watercolour illustration (: quite looking forward to that (:
the things i am not looking forward to are- june hol hw, econs postmortem (MAJORLY DREADING THIS), the end of hols.
anyways apart from my art filled holidays, my knee has been hurting me quite a bit :/ which is bad. if it doesnt get better i will have to see a doctor soon. and i dont really like doctors lol.
i am missing out on a lot this hols, but i guess, it's A levels so ...
and i realised there was only one smiley in that post :/