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Samantha Branson
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SRJC alumni.
NTU Comm Studies '10

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Saturday, August 20, 2011

so dnd is finally over.

it's a very weird surreal feeling.

but i guess it's cos dnd came right after foc and then it was intense chionging

and now it's over.

just like that.

it feels weird because you're doing something

and you're doing some more things

and suddenly it all just stops.

i'm glad with how everything turned out

working behind the scenes was crazy,

but i guess i missed doing that from way before.

i forgot what it was like having a responsibility to do things

at a greater consequence

and i guess dnd made me miss all of that.

after dnd, shagged as we were, we headed to soul,

(where wall decided to crash his head into my nose pfft)

then back to mbs to stay the night.

the bed was super awesome.

and the pillows too.

bel got high and it was pretty crazy but apart from that,

it was awesome.

so now that everything is over.

it's back to school.

in some effort to make myself crazy busy

i've applied for some tuition jobs.

so in the mean time i'm just waiting for replies.

i think i'm a workaholic in all honesty.

i cant seem to accept that there'll be no more photoshopping

no more going to print/buy stuff.

no more (i guess) feeling purposeful.

that's really what all this boils down to.

i want to be useful.

i want to contribute to things in whatever ways.

now that all this workstuff is over.

i feel so out of it.

now i have to relax.

and focus on school.

and i dont really want to focus on school.

it's like i'm looking for something more important than it.

the next most "pressing" thing on my mind is instep application results.

and for some reason,

i have so little optimism for that (sigh)

i'm going to be praying hard.

this feeling of satisfaction is very strange.

but i think it's because i havent felt it this much in awhile

and it's something easily forgotten.

i just realised

that all along i wasnt just living from deadline to deadline

i was chasing the satisfaction that came with meeting those deadlines.

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