D&D is coming to an end soon

but it's really just been a big stress out

and the whole $ issue is really so crazy.

i dont know what to do.

(though of course,

dont get me wrong-

i'm so excited for it)

all this money talk.

it just really makes me want to rely less on money

it's so tiring.

all we ever do revolves around money.

whether it's wanting to buy something,

needing it to survive

working for it

money somehow seems to be part of every intention and motivation to doing most things in life.

i wonder if that's something i'll ever get used to.

and at the same time, getting rid of money wouldn't help at all.

so really. i dont know what to do, sigh.

i guess once all this dnd stress and instep craziness is over

it'll be all back to books and lectures and tutorials and readings

and everything will be perfectly mundane

but perfectly normal

and easier.

i guess that's why people accept it when things are mundane and they just have to

follow

follow

follow.

it's cos it's safe and easier.